Lea - Newin AKA Shodan’s girlfriend

Delicatessen (1991)

Been starting to look at my top movie 2025 and looks like this year is going to be special.
Not sure about the order yet but for now I have:
Ugly Stepsister, Legend of Ochi, Mickey 17 and Kika.

y’a meme moy de faire des spätzle je suis sure

Someone once said to me “you have the body to pull off a good Samus Aran cosplay”. Then continued in the conversation “you even have her hips”.

I was so confused when I did this one. I thought “wait do you like… eat the bird ??!?!?!?!"

J’ai pas de conte steam 😎

Honestly, it’s not the job. I am both bored and exhausted with the whole software industry.

Vfx and Animation would also just stuck me alone with a glowing box, screaming at overenginnered softwares all day.
I’m leaning toward directing and/or cinematography. Building my images by handling physical stuff and talking to people.

Seriously thinking about actually commiting to do something I’ve been talking about for a while.
Leaving the game industry and move to cinema.

While I’m at it, try avoid committing to know how to do only one thing. I know it’s easy but it’s also such an easy way to corner yourself.

Speaking of, I know it’s useless because everybody tend to realise it only on the other side, when it’s too late but try to give an hear for what you need or you will endup like me.
Hating and despising and entire field you used to love.

To people whom I said I would be at GraphicsProgrammingConference a week ago I’m sorry. I just couldn’t.
Burnout isn’t exactly fun.

So Cuuuuuuuute ✨✨

Sometimes I remember Melina Juergens had only one role and she is so amazing in it I kind of wish I could see her in more stuff.

Thank you of for giving me a glimpse of the post-transition body I’m aiming and wishing so hard to have.

I wish the game and movie industry would loose their big 100M+ production but still retain it’s size.
Like no massively popular stuff, just an extreme variety in people’s taste

Sad thing in all that is I can't even get the panel alone and just custom build the rest. The day my TV dies I don't know what I'm going to do.

I'm once again ranting because you cannot get a TV that is not smart. Which makes me livid.
Software *always* break, consume (my) time, energy... It's always an absolute downgrade. I don't want it and I never want it.

I'm going to state this clearly because I feel like I'm not the one getting highly techno-alergic nowadays:

I will *NOT* buy your thing if it start with "smart".

And I'm not talking about just internet connection. OS, Apps... I do NOT want any of this.

Underlying meaning being fashist self destruct. It would also play on fun stuff like turn the 80's trope like the only one who fucks survive.

I kind of wonder if making a slasher about some crazy conservative killing a bunch of youngster. All of then also conservative except one. A queer gal which is the one who survive.

Funniest thing in that story is me (who usually don't play multiplayer games) would have been willing to try an horison multi. But sure as hell I'm not going anywhere close to whatever this is.

What bloody ApexAlpha shit is this

Cuz yeah I remember horizon for being some generic looking 17yo doll-looking gal wackily swinging sword like a student animator portfolio trying to prove something.

More specifically, I’m looking at my intel-based mac. Which works perfectly fine and do exactly what I want. I don’t need or want more. I could just keep that thing until I die…
Then the thought… What if I do ?

It’s going to make every security guys cringe very hard but there is something in me that look at my couple of “outdated” hardware that will soon not receive updates and I’m very slowly starting to lean toward “don’t threaten me with a good time”

The more I think about Predator Badland, the more I find that is has (unintentionally or not) a nasty sub-text about masculinity.

I want to make a Tron movie where the VFX that are essentially demoscene made by demoscene teams and the music is made by Strudel artists.
Bring back the technical nerdery and the strange visuals back to the big screen that gave birth to it. Blast the public with what that culture look like now.

Watched @realgdt.bsky.social ’s Frankenstein and it left me with the sour taste of a home setup just can’t do justice to the amazing production design and lighting I was given to see.
I wanted to discover those superb images in threaters.