Lucy's dev corner

a sneak peak of a project I've been working on cant wait to reveal more in the future!

to those who have felt like the world is collapsing on you
or lost themselves, never find themselves in the cliques or the in-groups, always excluded for who they are you are welcome in my eyes I love all of you! for all of you are beautiful and valid never let things get you down

- Lucy

7/7
from now on this will be for topics I enjoy, like my game development projects and perhaps updates from me and my new fiancee ❤️. today is a new day and a new me, no more living in the shadow of others!

for those who have been cast out or discriminated against my doors are open on my discord.

6/6
today i find myself writing this gigantic thread, even though many might not read it, i find it healing. its time to throw this weight off my chest and become who i truly am and find myself again. from now on this bluesky account will be for me and not a shadow of someone else who never cared.

5/6
for the longest time I went with this identity, it weighed down on me for a while being a reminder of what happened last year and as my community grew it became less and less about toku and more about who i truely was, i was finding myself and healing slowly.

4/6
in the aftermath i managed to recover a few friends and make a few more in real life, I made a new home for myself and found real love but not without scars from my experience and an identity i had not yet recovered, which lead to Deco Reviews being formed.

3/6
during this time my mental health declined slowly, losing more and more of myself until I spoke up, albeit in a delirium of bottled up emotions. which subsequently lead to isolation, a smear campaign and a mountain of pain from the shattering of a trauma bond.

2/6
life for me hasn't been the best for a long time and I had left myself vulnerable to people who gave me even crumbs of affection and giving myself to such a person i had lost my identity and forgotten who I was.
their likes became mine their hobbies became mine and I lost who I was.

1/6
its been a while since my last post and I've done plenty of soul searching in the past few months, I've made many new friends and have a blossoming community on my discord now.

deco reviews just was never me, it was someone else's identity someone made for me..

first little test animation! just a goofy little meme as i get used to the opentoonz software (although im now using a fork called tohama2d because of rendering crashes on opentoonz)

audio is from oneyplays

heres one of the backgrounds for the show!, this is the main stage where decotrade itasha and yarucar thanks to @tokuxsenshi.bsky.social for helping me get the main background warehouse image!

Itasha Is finally done! that makes all three rigs of our main cast members ready to go!

Also the program has now been switched to Opentoonz from blender!

this made rigging these kinds of characters so much easier!

looking forward to finally getting this show on the road!

funny rats

THE DECOTRADE RIG IS FINALLY DONE! It took so long to find decent images of Decotrade as he is almost hiding behind objects! thankfully Itasha will be much easier as there are many more good images of her that are easier to find!

things are on a roll so far!

Building up my own decotrade! soon the titualar host will be ready for rigging!

in light of recent events I just want to send a message to my trans siblings across the pond.

find community in each other and be there for those who are suffering the most.

you are valid and you are beautiful, never give up, stick together and stay safe.

keep going!

#transrightsarehumanrights

First functioning rig for the show has been completed! only two more until production can hit full swing!

looking forward to animating with this lil' guy!