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just need my support letter then i’m scheduled for surgery. fingers crossed i can be booked in either may or june 🥸

it’s a give or take situation here like i’m handing over my serotonin to reduce being manic

being medicated is fun until i’m aware of my serotonin dip & feel a bit like something is missing (?)

CHEERS TO GETTING SEXIER 🥳

can’t wait to get top surgery & start testosterone

at 26, i feel like telling ppl how to treat me as friend is a bit crazy esp when i’m one of the chillest ppl to have in somebody life (me thinks)

the fakest shit happened to me this month & i can’t even be surprised or blame it on the retrograde. shit just be what it is sometimes & that’s a hard truth!

deep blue 17 pro

my phone is COOKED… literally it won’t charge past 80%, i’m glad i ordered a new phone before this even started happening

long distance relationships are NOT for the faint of hearts 😔

had one of the hardest shifts ever today in the ticu, I NEED A GOOD CRY

leg day got me tore up from the floor up

can’t wait to see my gf in october 🥹

fortunately enough car culture will never let this die so my future children will also have an opportunity to experience that same feeling of coolness

i remember when hanging out at in n out really late was a cool activity as a freshly hs graduated teen

it’s real y’all

could the hiring freeze be real? i thought the nurses at my hospital were just talking, but after looking for a pediatric position there’s literally nothing available at U*SF.. weird & unfortunate timing as i plan to leave s*tter soon

the hoodie she left me is giving me so much serotonin

the nice part about most platforms is it’ll be there. i do wanna practice being off my phone more & just being more present w/ everyone i love! def will call for me to be resorting to more in-person chats & whatnot :) <3

it’s addicting for sure, lol especially when i start going down lil rabbit holes due to my own curiosity! i think it also has its components of relaying some harsh things as well which makes me wanna take my own personal break from it, instagram too

that’s real af, i been feeling this way too! i fully support it

there should be designated time off for when someone’s period is in full effect

saying this to say though, i’m growing more & more comfortable w/ the concept of getting top surgery

i’ve been revealing some vulnerable secrets of mine lately & it’s felt like a weight off my shoulders. i’d feel even better once i’m in a more comfortable state to carry on a conversation about these things.

LESBIAN

gf is away in alabama to start her doctorate, & i’m geeked for her!!! sad we have to be so far apart for the next four years, but distance is nothing to me bcs ima WHAT?

26 is also cutting off people who move weirdly with me, evil eye be strong as hell

gonna play the sims after going grocery shopping today, this is 26 fr

outgrowing friendships is painful too tho, not just relationships

like heartbroken is an understatement, i’ve loved her for years, & that’s my best friends like no other but we just don’t mesh well! very disappointed to reflect on this, because i really did wanna get back together but our levels of understanding & how we show up for one another just differ