Sam (he/him)

@thisisonmac.bsky.social has been hacked

Hi @greenjennyjones.bsky.social

I have a question. Why are you randomly blocking LGBTQIA+ people on social media?

I have never interacted with you on there but I see you pushing homophobic/transphobic ideology.

Why are you ignoring the public and preventing them from holding you to account?

Hi @no1shalkafan.bsky.social I think you got hacked on Twitter

I’ve already posted for you. I’m sorry they scammed you out of money :(

Got a message from you and came here to check.

IF YOU STILL FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER:

My account, @jaydedjen1101 was STOLEN yesterday. ANY POSTS ON THAT ACCOUNT AS OF YESTERDAY AFTERNOON ARE NOT FROM ME. PLEASE BLOCK AND REPORT.

CASSANDRA Listen to CASSANDRA by sam #np on #SoundCloud

Oh Cassandra
you were right again
But nobody cares
Nobody cares

Oh Cassandra
You were right again
But nobody cares
Nobody cares

Tiptoe, tiptoe—you’re never alone
But I won’t believe what you know that you know
The world’s got teeth and they’re sharpening too
And I’m sleeping fine, ‘cause I’m not you

You swear the wolves are circling closer
I shrug and say it’s just the wind

Red-string theories scrawled across the wall
Pinned maps, blackouts, missed phone calls
You speak truth, and they roll their eyes
Another killjoy screaming at the skies

Lyrics

Eyes wide in the supermarket aisle
Stranger smiles, but you’re counting exits out
Newsprint headlines crawl under your skin
It’s no use fighting when you never win

Soft Kill (Demo) Listen to Soft Kill (Demo) by sam #np on #SoundCloud

Another very rough demo. I just wanted to write about Tinnitus and it became a meditation on how cooked humanity is 😭

And if I see the scar
I won’t avert my eyes
It’s not an open wound
It’s just a state of mind

I never asked for proof
But now it’s etched in place
Not sacred, not romantic
Just a thing I faced

Some lyrics I’m very proud of.

There was an exit wound
A mark I never chose
No way to cauterise
what you already know.

I trace it with my hands
It’s part of who I am
Not pretty, not poetic
Just a f***ing brand.

I am very annoyed by RPGs because I always play as a pyromancer and I haven’t ONCE had the American Pie moment I was expecting

But my debut album is 240 hours of silence

I’m writing a song nobody can ever hear lmao

Neon crosses flickering
Gospel in the markdowns
If you kneel they’ll cut the price
Don’t you love a discount?

Making something

They can always tell (I’m a cis man)

You know, I’m a week post Denny and I am just grateful to have had him in my life

Thank you though :’)

my music plans are when pop music kisses existential dread on the mouth. full tongue. no hope ❤️‍🔥

I’m burning up, not slowing down
Skin like fire, heart like sound
Say my name and say it fast
No rewind, no looking back

I’m burning up, don’t kill the rush
Heat too high, too hot to touch
Hold your breath and break the stem
Once it starts it doesn’t end

No escape, no coming clean
Love me kind or love me mean

No measured step, no slow descent
Each moment burns before it’s spent
You whisper “wait,” I shake my head
The air too thick, the night too red
Your hands, unsteady, trace the cost
But tell me: when were we not lost?
The air still gleams, the hour calls
We take the risk. We take it all

I’m burning up, not slowing down
Skin like fire, heart like sound
Say my name and say it fast
No rewind, no looking back

I’m burning up
Burning up

Feel it creeping, feel it crawl
One small spark and then it’s all

You struck the match but I took hold
Ran fingers through the embered gold
You lit the spark, I fed the flame
No caution left, no one to blame
I swore I’d stop but breath runs thin
The fever hums beneath my skin
You see it now - you feel it too
A fuse that bends but won’t undo

Lyrics, if you’re interested