Sadia

manage to get my disability accommodations set up for the semester finally. like over a month in, but my accelerated class hasn't started up yet so it's still definitely worth it

Cover for Tooth and Nail. Features gold scroll work on a black background and the title on a banner. Wolves, a human heart, a lamp, and claws are incorporated into the designs.

Lottie and Achsa kissing. Lottie is a chubby woman with curly hair that goes to her mid back. Achsa is thin with long black hair, she emerges from a giant wolf's mouth covered in spit and cradles Lottie's face.

Text on a burgundy background with borders depicting wolves chasing lambs. Text reads: When I hold her I feel the notches in her spine, her wild animal body all sinew. I dig my fingers in, trying to grow my own claws and coming up short, a rounded domesticated creature, no sharp edges. I scrape my nails down her back anyway. Her skin, always soft and new, barely sticks to her frame at all. It stretches and tears, doesn't even bleed as I weave my fingers into it, as I find the thick fur beneath. She is a wolf wearing a costume, until she is a human wearing a costume, until she is a wolf.

black and white pinup drawing of Achsa. She is thin with hairy legs and arms, missing her head, and lifting a bleeding wolf head above her shoulders where a human head might go.

I've gotten some requests for PDF versions of Tooth & Nail, and I'm happy to say it's now available! 24 pages of erotica writing and illustrations, trans lesbian monsterfucking horror to get you hot 🥵🐺
www.etsy.com/listing/4383...

in case anyone has missed my like normal casual posts... it is because my life is in shambles lol. don't really know what else there is to say

currently a little homeless, but in the way where i'm able to crash with friends so i'm not on the street. and i'm not at risk of that atm please don't worry about it! but also most of my things are in storage and i don't have my own space or my cats and i'm fucking exhausted

friends friends friends friends friends

now that i have a new phone i can actually use the alt text feature on mobile! i think my other OS was literally so old that it wasn't compatible w/ however the code for it works on bsky

repost with a functional link lol

Cover for Tooth and Nail. Features gold scroll work on a black background and the title on a banner. Wolves, a human heart, a lamp, and claws are incorporated into the designs.

Lottie and Achsa kissing. Lottie is a chubby woman with curly hair that goes to her mid back. Achsa is thin with long black hair, she emerges from a giant wolf's mouth covered in spit and cradles Lottie's face.

Text on a burgundy background with borders depicting wolves chasing lambs. Text reads: When I hold her I feel the notches in her spine, her wild animal body all sinew. I dig my fingers in, trying to grow my own claws and coming up short, a rounded domesticated creature, no sharp edges. I scrape my nails down her back anyway. Her skin, always soft and new, barely sticks to her frame at all. It stretches and tears, doesn't even bleed as I weave my fingers into it, as I find the thick fur beneath. She is a wolf wearing a costume, until she is a human wearing a costume, until she is a wolf.

black and white pinup drawing of Achsa. She is thin with hairy legs and arms, missing her head, and lifting a bleeding wolf head above her shoulders where a human head might go.

I've gotten some requests for PDF versions of Tooth & Nail, and I'm happy to say it's now available! 24 pages of erotica writing and illustrations, trans lesbian monsterfucking horror to get you hot 🥵🐺
www.etsy.com/listing/4383...

And they tried to recall it 😂😂

I'll do my best to update the gfm this week but tldr;
Had hospitalization #4. Diagnosed with IIH after a lumbar puncture. Gotta do a whole other type of imaging since my colon is weird & im still bleeding & got pain and other issues. Struggling to afford transportation.

gofund.me/6c303da8f

rainbow iridescent acrylic keychain of a unicorn in a grocery cart

gold anatomical heart with dripping gold beads in a gold frame

enamel pin showing a girl with light teal hair with a lobotomy tool through her eye

black planner with 3 black and white stickers on it. stickers depict a wolf snarling with a girl's face emerging from its mouth, an anatomical heart with a wolf and two headed lamb curled inside, and a naked woman holding up a severed wolf head where her own head should be

Supporting me goes even further than usual with a new store! Getting the first few sales and reviews will really help my shop visibility, and help me build back a way of reaching new customers. Here are some of my products!

I set up a new etsy shop! I would really love it if you check out what I have for sale!
www.etsy.com/shop/sadiabies

My favorite part of acting is always when they show the hymen. Really gets across the human experience

U know you're so right. I'm wasted on this era

Do I remember anything useful? Very different question

sometimes I astonish myself with my own niche knowledge base (a friend says they like a TV show character's necklace, I knew where it was from and had a link pulled up in <5min)

Feel like that is the real fairy tale shit it hits! Being a kid is fucking terrifying!

police, classmates, school administration... no one noticed that this boy was being terrorized and neglected because it is inappropriate to care too much about the wellbeing of children who you aren't related to.

ppl were really talking about school shootings with Weapons (presumably due to that one poorly thought out floating gun shot) but the real life horror connection is the powerlessness and isolation of being a child imo

She's so beautiful

I had been warned about like HR and corporate versions of this! I am just so baffled by it in school, where none of the work I'm doing affects anything besides my own learning. Really thought it was not just about covering the school's ass for some reason?

i just feel like the center for disability at my college should perhaps be my ally rather than my enemy.

The way you imply so much detail with your textures is crazyyy

Illustration of a werewolf fucking a human woman in earthy colors, reminiscent of a fairy tale illustration. The werewolf has a wolf head, a human torso with 6 tits, and he skin ripping away to reveal wolf hindquarters. She is holding the human up by the hips to fuck her. The human is a black woman with curly blond hair that spills across the floor as she leans back.

Anyway my porn

The way I want to talk about sexual violence is not the heartfelt, autobiographical exposé that has been deemed the most palatable form of discussion. I want to include it in my art, in both my horror and erotica, to talk about it beyond the exact reality of what I've experienced.

Tbh I don't think enough people have considered the alternative. There is so much sexual violence in porn because we experience so much sexual violence. Because navigating sexuality in this society includes navigating that violence and fear regularly, and that shapes our fiction and fantasy

I always see the thought process of violence in porn leads to violence in real life. Which feels very does shooting guns in video games make you do gun violence, or does listening to metal make you a Satanist.

yeah I'm talking about porn too. It is fine to be uncomfortable with noncon, it's fine to avoid looking at it. Regulating it out of the public sphere is a loss for free speech, for art, and for honest discussions and reflections on the world we live in, a world that is full of sexual assault.

that means everyone has a reason to make art about this shit, to talk about it, to process it. And we can talk about whether art or the politics of it align with our beliefs or not. And some art just sucks. But how can we gatekeep who talks about this shit that we all have personal experiences with