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Happy #GodzillaDay to those who celebrate.
Couldnโt afford any blind bag stuff, but they were handing out these stickers and I got the one I wanted most! now time to head back. I got work tomorrow ๐๐
So good! omg!!!! I was in there for three hours!
its almost time
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๐ R4: RIDGE RACER TYPE 4 ๐
๐ธ Any% (Grand Prix Mode) ๐ธ
๐ณ๏ธโ๐ GAMES DONE QUEER 2025 ๐ณ๏ธโ๐
#ridgeracer #r4 #speedrun
The fact these places exist and i saw both within 24 hours lol
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#appletrend #bkdk
I made that one too ๐
Almost birthday boy time!
What do you do when stressed? Me? Origami.
( this is a very VERY small fraction from the past 3 months)
Its a very simple illustration and a self portrait. And probably not original or unique but making it made me feel a bit better.
Today after watching some repair a broken lid to a teapot where they highlight and decorate the cracks with gold I couldnโt help but wish someone could do the same to me.
Recently I lost my job again due to not being able to adjust to a different area/life and I canโt help this feeling of being broken and unwanted. Butโฆ
Im worthy of being repaired
So to help manage my stress levels my schools let me make origami during lessons so long as its not too disruptive or distracting. And I figure the schools should keep them. Recently Iโve been making hydrangeas.
So like, if weโre not happy with our government and how they use our taxesโฆ we stop paying right???
Like when youโre renting and your property owners wonโt fix something?
Its so therapeutic istg. So many have used sketchbooks or little doodles from notebooks have a new home and new life. And Iโm less afraid to use my stickers :3
My most recent. Still a bit wip. But i feel like I am getting better at arranging the pages in a way that feels better to look through later. And now il constantly on the hunt for new backround textures.
This is probably my favorite page. Something about the colors and things I added to it brings me feeling of joy and Im obsessed.
Idk why these stand out to me. In PatchWork there are more heavy pages and lighter pages that still need more and I feel like these all naturally reached a balance
This was a more therapeutic page to record my thoughts about my pulmonary embolism. This page does open up a bit more but those are some private thoughts.
There are a TON of random stickers because as my roll in the classroom decreases I had less need for the ones I bought at my job. The blue at the bottom is a cut up cover where i liked the color and texture. One of the reasons this thing is so thick is I use different materials.
These are 2 (3) pages that feel like a self portrait. From an actual drawing of myself to more vibes.
Something else i did was rip up old planners and journals to keep the important bits. This is a pocket I fashioned onto one, and the list is of completed art. Something I really want to start doing again
This is what i meant by โdecluttering.โ The art is salvaged from half used sketchbooks and on this page I have the notes from my doctors that I have saved with my feelings about them. One of them explains how I should go to the hospital if i got worse which saved my life.
The opening page is simple enough with a mix of original art, stickers and something to date it by.
With my sketchbook I started a tradition of naming them and I felt this deserved the same honor
Eventually i wanna make a video and go through everything once its done.
But for now I wanna share my favorite pages.
PatchWork has been extremely good for my mental health and decluttering. Although now i hoard new things for it ๐