brand

the cat is obsessed with my humidifier and I love that for her

with new meds and energy I doubled my amount of calories today. I also doubled my mucus but what can you do.

if I stay at this level, I can make it through the next several weeks no problem. I just hope I can sleep tonight.

12/2 is my last day of treatment, then the healing can really begin.

today I kept down calories for the first time since thursday, feels like a bit of a milestone.

new meds, feelin lucid, gonna be okay eventually.

cancer is dumb

this week of having cancer has been exponentially worse than every week leading up to it holy shit I feel terrible.

I'm trying to push through but I'm having a rough go and the only thing I feel like doing is sleeping because sleeping doesn't involve vomiting and having a stomach ache.

there is one of the Target stores in town I refer to as “club target” because the layout is horrible and they play music too loudly, so making things even worse for neurodivergent people seems pretty on brand for them.

I definitely sense some dust in the room. thank you for sharing this story, Matt.

14 more radiation treatments to go. I'm on the backend of this thing. I can do this.

chemo nausea isn’t fucking around this time, I feel awful.

hope this subsides soon.

lol damn I guess it was a real bad night for the sex pest contingency. sucks to suck.

if I were hiring Kinu Nishimura and then sending her some garbage AI image of what I want I should be forced to quit my job.

if I'm hiring Nishimura I want Nishimura-level art.

no you see that's totally different because uhhh... reasons!

damn woke 2 fuckin rules

better things are possible. feeling good tonight.

round two of chemo COMPLETE.

one more time in a month and I'll finish radiation before that, so in about a month I will be DONE with cancer treatment.

fuck yes!

chemo today actually went super smoothly today I don't know what I was worried about lol

Ugh, I hope it can be resolved / maintained well, it sounds miserable enough.

yikes, hope you’re doing okay man!

chemo today and tomorrow blehhh 🫠

still getting by, still in a bunch of pain.

started playing demon’s tilt though. solid game!

I wish I felt well enough to read but it's hard to focus on much for very long right now. I either have to do actual tasks or nothing and no in-between. it's great.

Zohran caught in LIES: Mamdani claims to have "loved Final Fantasy III" when he was growing up. yet research indicates that the game he played was in fact the SIXTH Final Fantasy game

work better hope I recover fully before the busy season sets in because as it stands right now I am physically immune to "please don't quit or unionize" pizza as a concept

maybe rewatching the early Simpsons seasons while I’m in treatment will fix me.

my other skill tree involves getting a pizza oven at some point.

collage of four music album covers. Akira Yamaoka - Silent Hill 2 Original Soundtrack Thrice - Horizons / West The Cure - Songs from a Lost World Burial - Street Halo EP

autumn monday vibes

I'm pretty sure my midlife crisis is going to involve me picking up skateboarding again or trying to start a band or both.

I would watch every episode of this series multiple times.