Eli Arnold

He should probably do that now. Donny boy ain't beating these allegations.

No thank you. I am polite, but I am not "sane", both metaphorically and whatever the average white person thinks "metaphorically" means these days. Your mission is antithetical to mine. You seek non violence. I seek destruction.

But I wish you luck in your future endeavors.

At this point they should just put me on vocals. I can sing pretty much anything and I ain't got no allegations.

My dad does the same thing, but he crafts and plays Native American flutes. They're kind of incredible.

Y'all say this shit in jest but can't address people by their preferred pronouns.

"Don't demolish the White House" is how low the bar has fallen.

Today is (hopefully) my final workers comp doctor's appointment. With any luck the end of this nightmare lawsuit (and being homeless) is in sight.

Finally understanding how my brain works with ADHD only makes things more frustrating. All of my "WHY ARE YOU BEING OBJECTIVELY CRUEL TO INNOCENT PEOPLE FOR NO REASON" senses are tingling, but in the worst way possible.

Am I the only one who thinks this whole #NoKings bs is hokey and performative af?

After 20 years, singing comes so naturally now that recording is no longer the anxiety-inducing nightmare it used to be, and it takes fewer and fewer takes to get it right, especially when I'm screaming.

Now it's MIXING my own vocals I'm having trouble with. I'm learning, it's just.. Frustrating.

Same.

#AlsoTiredOfWaitingForTheEPSTEIN_Files

I guess I know what I'm trying to stream this week.

My work keeps making cooler and cooler versions of each song. A few I'm more than satisfied with, specifically a tearjerker I'm calling "Stuck In Between". A prog metalcore song about how I'm doing right now. Didn't occur to me that it was sad until I tried to record it. Whoops lol

I've already got six songs pepper for the "EP". At this point I should just add a few more songs and make it an album. I've never been more inspired to write in my life, and I'm handing lyrics out like it's Christmas. Even started using all these old lyrics sitting in my notes app. And they're SICK!

I don't usually like to go sweaty when I play single player games, but I've been playing Borderlands 4 on hard mode and I'm really enjoying it. So far the most difficult part has been trying to play it on PC.

If anything it'll be EXCELLENT for TikTok content. I've been wanting to make little songs to respond to comments with, and maybe now I can. Could be a good way to showcase my vocal talent and make some memorable videos.

I found a website that actually makes decent AI metal music. Imma fuck around with it. Cuz honestly the only way to make the music I wanna make is if I do it myself, and since I can't play guitar that well and I've literally never played the drums, this could change the game for me.

Maybe.

Right, but you can't expect Republicans to understand that. And even if they do they blame the left for all of the problems they create anyway. Look at the Charlie Kirk shooter.

The plan isn't to live in my car forever, obviously, but the plan also wasn't to live in my car in the first place, so....

Maybe I need some help with planning.

Christians are some of the most notoriously violent people in history. They beat people, raped people, boiled people alive, flayed them, tore off their fingernails, cut out their eyes, cut off their limbs, purposely diseased them. Christians are literal savages.

If you actually watched the game, you'd have seen how bad we struggled against the Seahawks, not to mention our old Achilles heel, injuries to our star players, forever being a plague on the team.

Easy schedule or not, we ain't winning shit.

Well, soberish. I clearly possess intellect and I'm also probably autistic so I need SOME way to detach from the burden of existence, but...

Yeah, I should get soberish.

I took ANOTHER IQ test because childhood trauma. I was high tho, so I scored 119. When I was just drunk it was 128. It'd probably be higher than even that if I was sober.

I should get sober.

It really must be bliss to live in the ignorance of thinking there's gonna be another election.

You're not sorry because what you said pissed me off. You're not even sorry for saying it. What you SHOULD be saying is you're sorry for trying to manipulate me and failing stupendously.

Battlestar Galactica merch? Sign me up!

Bruh, my little "niece" (mom's best friend's daughter) tried to school me in a flash-based browser game like I ain't been playing games like this since she was in diapers.

Oh god, am I OLD???

See I mainly play single-player games, but we both had the same experience. I've only ever beat the Halos, the Mass Effects (even Andromeda), Skyrim, and Hellblade 1 more than once. And I'm already about to hit the Monolith in my second playthrough, just MURDERING the bosses I couldn't beat before.

I NEVER replay games. Once I beat the main campaign I'm usually out. I can probably name the games I've replayed on one hand....

But since I'm about 10 hours into New Game+ on #Expedition33, I guess I'll have to add another one to the list. It's somehow MORE fun the second time? #blackskygamers

I've never been lucky. I don't win contests or prizes, I'm bad at gambling, I never get crazy generous tips or find money on the ground, I've only ever been rewarded for being right. And on this settlement thing I know I'm right.

So why do I keep hoping I'm gonna get lucky?