wish i was at miku expo TT

thanks to my friend for the soul pic doe

my ear is still hurting TT

i didn’t get accepted :(

good night, everyone 🤍

i hope that the afterlife is gentle,

i’ve been through so much here

i need to accept the fact that i am put into this world to give and never receive

i, again, realized how little i’m worth to everyone i genuinely value

this has been on my cart for a long time,, i really wanna buy it for myself as a christmas present but i won’t have any money left for my boy’s christmas gift :<

the Frankenstein film is soooo good

god ang archives,,,,

loving him was the loneliest and hurtful thing i ever did to myself

i don’t wish i said more, i wish i said less

i’m done with explaining myself
i’m done with long paragraphs

paulit ulit nalang kaya bahala na

i’m not repeating the mistake again

i don’t want to be treated like this anymore.

i’m done giving my all to everything and everyone who can go through a day in peace while knowing i’m in danger and in pain.

stalkers ampota nakakadiri talagang magkakakilala kayong lahat ano

dzai sunod sunod ang canon event

nakakahiya na tinatago niya ko

i wish he’d defend me whenever i’m being harassed by them.

this is not what i want to deal with for the rest of my life.

wow memories

i feel nothing for him for almost a year

he gave me a phone and a macbook i’m crying

the first thing i did is watch b99

lmfao trying something

when will i be given reassurance? that’s all i’ve been asking for my entire life.

and i always fall for people who can’t speak and use their words properly

i have always been adjusting myself for people who can’t take me seriously. when is it my turn to be believed in, to be held onto, to be loved the way i needed to be without having to keep repeating myself

time passing is not an apology. i am tired of him always not having to say.

i am so tired of the things he kept doing to me

i’ve wanted to become something so bad that i became nothing

what an honor to receive this haha

CAS released new songs i have to prepare myself before listening to it

i can’t pick any of my promotional photo for spicecon TT