Smapps / sleep deprived

idfc if it’s not nice to see me like this.
shit’s starting to spill over from years of bottling it in. and making me serioisly wanna crash out.

loneliness sucks.

all it makes me do is be jealous of everyone who has someone that loves them, or close group(s) of people to do stuff with and who genuinely want them included often.

and just sink deeper into a corner.
because why bother? who cares, the quiet awkward one’s gone. who. cares.

wanna vent.
but it just pisses everyone off when i’m sad and don’t feel instantly better when told something meant as comforting.

idfk anymore.

how you just find romantic love, ACTUAL NOT ROLEPLAY love, is a fucking mystery to me.

haha.

i feel so fucking lonely 24/7.

haha.

Alrighty opening up 4 slots for the month. I’ll also take sketch comms for $10

i really couldn’t care less if a <<<functioning>>> game’s code is tangled spaghetti.
it’s how the dev responds to and learns from it after development that makes them good or bad in my eyes.
good; ”how could i do this again but cleaner”
bad; ”fuck off, i’m the dev here, my code’s great”

there's an episode of The Simpsons where Marge tries to get a violent cartoon pulled from the airwaves, only to discover that the people backing her aren't going to stop at just the art that *she* doesn't like, and that supporting artistic freedom means accepting discomfort.

It aired in 1990.

Reminder,

Twitch (and other platforms) don't allow creators to control what ads are run on their streams, videos/VODs, podcasts, etc.

PLEASE don't instantly assume we want this. We're very likely just as pissed off (if not more) than you are about this.

Help us yell at the platform instead.

i have overdue and rough sketches to finish today.
sorry for all the wait and for pushing the kofi at this time.
and thanks in advance.

after failing to let go off dark souls the moment it started to truly piss me off, i realized that completion means nothing if it didn’t feel good to do.

if the time relics are REALLY that awful or the difficulty REALLY that rage inducing, don’t play the fucking games, no matter ”b-but completion-”

if you really struggle to understand how i find ”crash bandicoot = diffy/rage” so fucking tiresome, imagine if all or most you ever saw of your favorite franchise was thumbnails and posts of people just being miserable and complaining more than enjoying themselves when playing.

i’m in no condition to take more comms rn.
but i seriously need to get groceries.

kofi link is on my profile for whenever anyone feels like dropping a dollar or two.

This is why artists should ONLY use the invoice system. Write your own template, keep it bare, direct, and clean. Don't give the customer a chance to accidentally bork the process with a cute message.

god.
why is my voice just...
a finnish child, or young finnish difficult to listen to nerd.

i wish i had less dysphorias.
but it's just one after another after another.
weight that looks bad on me, babyface that looks bad on me, voice that sounds bad on me, at birth gender that feels wrong on me.

*creative exercise "who's been drawing tits" high quality rip*

With all these scammers going around, feels like a good time to tap the sign that needs constantly tapping.

If you want to DM someone you've never contacted before, never just say "Hey" or "How are you doing?" and that's it. Anyone in their right mind would assume it's spam.

NCOSE is an anti-porn, Christian morality group that used to be known as Morality in Media. They have campaigned against gay marriage and sex ed. They published an article called "Connecting the Dots: The Line Between Gay Marriage and Mass Murders". So yeah...anyway, KEEP CALLING PAYMENT PROCESSORS!

Fluttershy atop a cloudy, butterfly filled background with a bashful expression. She retreats her neck into her shoulders, holding tightly to her long skirt.

It's a game about who can be quiet the longest, sound fun? I'm the world champ you know.. 🦋🐰

#Furry #Furryart

Hey friends! Please if you're trying to donate and want to ask about available resources to help with expenses for travel for donating a kidney for me -- Call the U of Michigan donor office - 1-800-333-9013 !
Let them coordinate what nonprofit helps or who else to call.

the elusive big bona

Poppy Kong ready to get her Job Done (🐒)

"A Simple animation I might extend on later!"

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jesus *l o r d* the rouge brainrot today

Adding on:

Many (like Suzanne here, Diesel, yours truly and innumerable others) keep repeating this sentiment because despite best efforts and a fight spanning DECADES,

A push of this size, to this much effect, has literally Never Happened Before. Ever!

They are TERRIFIED of you!

KEEP BARKING.

From @jellysmapps.bsky.social:

Giantess Kako just really, really, -really- enjoying herself at the detriment to dozens upon dozens of folks below her - her crushed by her, oops.

Follow up to a past pic I got from Smapps. Sometimes, I like to be horny and indulgent over giant women...

All three Canadians out here with me, don't let them win a fucking inch of ground.

i got approached earlier about filling all the slots i was gonna open. so no need to open for more rn.
it also should be enough to cover the rent for this month as well.

i might open for more later this week, because other bills and, you know, f o o d, but for now, thank you.

#transformation
lois lane horse

every person reducing the payment processors situation to some shit like ”whomp whomp, degenerate gooner media getting removed, whomp whomp” is part of the problem.