jess✰

due to my severe never ending streak of horrible luck, my phone fell out of my pocket into SOMEONE ELSE’s BAG yesterday at a restaurant and they made it all the way to their house before realizing they had my phone

anyway these were the last two text messages i sent before losing my phone

i hate a “well they didn’t do anything to *me*” ass bitch like if you hurt someone i care about that IS doing something to me and i will hate you forever actually !

the things i do for my chemical fucking romance

who else is up hurting their feelings

thinking about the time i rear ended someone when i was sixteen and she got out of the car and said “you are the SECOND WHITE BITCH to hit my car THIS WEEK why can’t y’all drive????” 😭 (she was actually so nice about it) (she’s also so right i cannot drive)

it’s always funny to me that wonderwall is the go-to oasis song when champagne supernova is easily the best song they’ve ever made

i’m so bad at watching (finishing) almost any tv series but i want to watch twin peaks so bad just so i understand what the hell everyone is talking about someone please convince me

i’ve even watched like the first six episodes and stopped for no reason at all i just never went back to finish it

finally finished season two of interview with the vampire and i need season three immediately

montrose by man overboard

this is the best song of all time btw

and all the younger girls i work with tell me that silver is for old people what do you mean 😭

you’ll have to take my silver jewelry from my cold dead hands why is everything gold now

I don't want to do any more personal growth and healing. Just shoot me instead. This is too hard

it’s actually so fucking unfair that no one can tell you whether or not you’re making the right decisions in your life. like what do you mean i have to wait and see the consequences of my actions

!!!

ISNT IT!

merry christmas bluesky real rockers

my mom is in nyc having the time of her life and i’m on my couch watching broad city so it’s kind of like we’re there together

2014 forest hills drive anniversary show tonight and i WASNT THERE please respect my privacy during this hard time

i never found the deep end of our little ocean, drain the fantasy of you, headfirst into shallow pools

who designed my brain. get me the hell out of here

how is it that i have a perfect, specific list of everything i feel i could do to improve myself and my life but i won’t do any of it. i spend every day obsessed with the idea of being better but refuse to improve. like why am i the only thing in my own way why do i self sabotage

feeling bad for myself is OUT. slow bloom on repeat is IN.

any song with an aaliyah sample is an instant masterpiece she is absolutely timeless

on the last season of in the dark and every time i think i can’t hate murphy more, i do

do you ever just feel yourself getting worse and worse and worse and worse and worse and wor

i don’t care if you saw mark hoppus sing with joyce manor it should have been me!!!!!!!!!!

three giftcards that say in large font across the front: Her, Him, and Online

the three genders

my spotify wrapped is slightly more embarassing than previous years, so i will not be sharing it this year. i hope you understand this choice of mine in these tough times