隋卞SuibianP➡️******🇲🇾

I'm finding it harder and harder to stay relevant in friends' lives, and it hurts so badly.
Guess it's something I will have to learn to live with...

Protogens with Digital Systems (Public) Protogens with Digital Systems Bunsen Bitti We will start on MIT time! (5 mins past the start) Hopefully we end by MIT time >w< (5 mins before the end) Hi everyone! We will be starting on MIT time, wh...

Just finished my Protogens with Digital Systems panel at ANE 2025 and LIFCO 2025. Had a great time yapping about my proot :3

Here is a public release of the slides for anyone who missed the live presentation: docs.google.com/presentation...

> 我就感觉 我这么全心全力的帮别人 为什么别人对我永远都是留几个心眼呢 不是... 你有没有想过一个事 你『帮助别人』的时候，其实你是在追求自我满足，而非真正满足他人的需求。 你其实根本看不到对方，在付出的过程中，你自己的意愿才是第一位的。你以为自己为他人付出了巨大的感情和努力，于是幻想对方必须按照你所设想的方式回报你，并因此沉浸在胜利的喜悦中。当对方没有表现出你内心的预设反应时，你情绪就崩溃了。 因为你并未真正关注对方的真实感受，而是沉浸于对他对方期望的臆测里。 你在一边高姿态地在你的内心无声的炫耀。用一种相当隐晦的方式向对方暗示你的功劳；一边又很低姿态地摇着尾巴，祈求对方的回馈，渴盼着对方给你的行为“盖上一朵小红花”，渴盼着对方对你的付出作出正向的情感回应，这两种矛盾的心态使得你越发痛苦和歇斯底里。

想把朋友对我的锐评裱起来

我的各种嫉妒，社交、学业事业，表面上是因为不如人，但是仔细想一想我其实真的没什么金钱、社会地位、学术的追求，即使得到的时候我也不会感到快乐
其实觉得更像一种对自己无法像别人一样“站到舞台上”的恼羞成怒，伴着一种对平常快乐的鄙夷，一种孔乙己式的虚伪。
但我学得很擅长把这种嫉妒包装成一种论点，骗骗自己骗骗别人。

A virtual certificate with text "Celebrating 10M users on Bluesky, #1,282,749, 隋卞SuibianP ‪@suibianp.bsky.social‬, joined on Sep 30, 2023"

Bluesky now has over 10 million users, and I was #1,282,749!

Excited to have a website that showcases what the #SGFurs have been up to in the past years, with an explainer for the public about the community! Such a diverse group with many talents and personalities. Proud to be part of the community, and looking forward to expand the site!

Happy 59th birthday Singapore! 🇸🇬🦦

Whether you're watching the fireworks in real life or spending today at home, know that you're Not Alone! 🥳

🎨: Loaf

好久没用Bluesky了，突然发现似乎PDS都可以selfhost了，等搞个服务器试试😋

Having dug all around the Internet for Primal only to find nothing and finally landed here... It would be SO great to have if the digital collection could be made public in some way (pro bono or paywalled)

虽然小说才看了两章但是已经磕死了呜呜呜呜🥹

【手书】与那家伙合租房-ちょっかい問題（善智向） b23.tv/8HXEdZm