Onion | Léonie🌙

If you don't see me anymore in people's streams, I am probably there, but sometimes I just don't want to talk. I hate answering ''how are you'' ''hope you are well'' when I am in fact doing the total opposite and I don't want to bring down the mood...

What a great idea to plan eyetests around lunchtime, I got a whopping 10~15 minutes lunchbreak and couldn't even finish my meal. This is not the place for me lol

Yeh connection is important. But I'm not sure I want to meet up with fake friends and bullies...

Another year, another Halloween night spend in bed...

Sometimes I wonder how life would have been if I was just normal. Without being the triple A (AroAce + Autism) With a partner, kids, a house, proper job...

Last day of October and haven't drawn a thing for any Spooktober prompts, disappointed in myself...

I've been invited for a reunion from primary school and everyone is so positive except me. I see it as everyone flexing about their lives and I don't have what is considered 'normal'. I have nothing to flex about, my life is quite the disaster, so I have to say no to that lol

Today was so busy, barely eaten, barely hydrated... There was just no time for it... I really hope our and customers' complaints will help...

So now is the question... What other job do I want to do... Without having the right certificates, without having a driver's license. One could say I'm a failer and ruined it all lol...

First day at work and I want to quit. Lots of colleagues are leaving and HQ wants us to work until we fall dead on the floor because we are 'not productive enough'

And I realise nothing about my stream is really special as a lot of people have and do the same. How am I gonna sell myself if I am just generic, a dime a dozen...

Wanted to apply for something streaming wise but it send me down a spiral instead. Who am I, what makes me special, what is different on my stream from other streamers, etc.

Can't end it like that and saw a Dutch band that makes Nordic folk music has a concert near me in November so I just bought a ticket 😂

I feel that so much, there was a time as a kid when I wrote stories and drew images with them, until I went to high school. I had to study, to work, to be social, no space for creativity. I am trying to get back into it for many years but the spark is just gone.

Met up with a friend today and we had some deep thoughts. Imagine how much more art, stories, poetry, music, ideas, innovations, etc. there would be if we were given space. Not part of the work society.

Good thing I track my concerts because tonight was the fourth time 🤣

Third time seeing Blackbriar in my life ✨ I still remember when they were a support band in 10/2019 and I didn't like them and look at them now 😍 Great show, here is to the next one 🤘 (flashwarning!)

Only one concert left this year 🥲

She did!

Should I touch it? 👀

Not gonna lie... this ramen tastes really good after crying all morning, only eaten a few slices of leftover pizza and half a bagel

The DLC is available from February though! First I thought it would be playable day 1 but that is not the case, they only announced it and promoting it. But it is definitely disgusting to do that already nonetheless. Moneygrabbers.

Agreed! I thought it would be easy to get it, to be accessible for everyone but unfortunately it is not. People keep bragging thjey do it in 20-40 minutes. Well not for me... Skill issue? Perhaps, but I don't want to rush the game just to get good mons...

*Greninjite

Insane that they use minus points, I'm unable to get out of rank Z this way. It really is no fun for the average player and for the kids. Pokémon is dear to me, I grew up with it since Silver. It was already going downwards but Legends Z-A is the last one for me.

I'm trying to get the Greninjanite in Pokemon Legends Z-A and I really dislike it. I am not good at ranked battles and so far I keep losing all my battles. I don't want to rush my game so I can get better Pokémon to get the Greninjanite before November 5th. I'm done Nintendo.

Reminder to everyone.

Always be wary of people who try to guilt you into fighting every single battle.

No one person can handle the burden of every struggle everywhere faced by every person.

Do what you can, where you can, within your means, but respect your limits. You are one person.

Today a viewer came in, redeemed my celebration redeem with the words "onion is always doing the best they can, and I love them for trying every time!!!!!" That deffo hit my heart and I'm still emotional about it. 💜

Remember that there is nothing wrong with being ace, asexuality is not something that needs to be fixed, asexuality has always existed and this week is for everyone on the ace spectrum.

Happy Ace Week! Ace week runs this year from 19th to 25tb October.

This week should be about ace joy, as much as it is about awareness, education etc. but we know this week can be difficult too because with increased visibility there also comes acephobia.