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Thinking about her hurting makes me want to cry

Everything hurts

Don't want to exist, not that it matters

Feel like my head is going to explode rn.

It's so lonely without her in my arms...

wont be good enough, that I'm holding her back, that she's sacrificing herself for me... but... we've talked about this... many times... we've talked about all of this and every time she reassures me that everything is okay... so why am I so scared, why am I so fucking terrified...

me, she was talking to her friend and family about how happy I make her and how amazing she feels with me and yet for some reason I feel so fucking scared...

I feel scared that I'll wake up one day and she will be gone, that someone will take her from me, that she will want someone else, that I-

I'm so scared...

I'm scared of not seeing her smile again
I'm scared of not hearing her voice again
I'm scared of not hearing her giggle again
I'm scared of not holding her again
I'm scared of losing what we have

She's not going anywhere, she was literally talking to her dad about moving in with-

I'm... I'm not doing okay...

I hate this, I hate this so fucking much...

I don't feel good... I really don't...

Being without my gf in person is going to suck...

Feel depressed and lonely today...

I might delete this account but idk yet, at this point the main reason I keep it is to check to make sure my girlfriend is doing okay cuz it's hard for her to come to me directly at times.

I'm really tired, and feel lonely and sad.

I'm hurting so bad make it stop please...

;;

Not having a good day, but I'll be okay.

I feel like I'm going to have a meltdown.

More specifically, I'm tired of being everyone's support. I'm fine with being there for my girlfriend, she is my everything and my priority. But I'm tired of doing it for literally everyone under the sun who I care about. I rarely have energy to do anything anymore because I'm always helping people.

I'm tired of stuff going wrong almost every day.

You are an amazing gf.

Feel lonely...

tzgi vkwt t lisvjz uowl gyoe ns uer uz ziwv rip jeax.

Tired

You didn't do anything...

I don't feel good, at all, in the slightest.

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