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GOD FUCKING DAMN I DONT USE THIS SHIT ANYMORE LMAOO

who tf even uses bsky anymore i went back to twt lol

forgot abt my bluesky.. sorry
look at this pokemon card i pulled

thinking if i should wait 1 week before i start posting again bc idk if ill finish a video in under a week lol

how would i boost my views again.. and my channel.. bc im getting a little demotivated over it rn

i gtg back to school on monday this is NOT it..

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might return after 2 weeks, i was probably overreacting

i needed time to myself but i definitely wasnt that broken down to abandon my channel forever

im glad i could take a break like this though, life is getting smoother for me now and im feeling more up than ever

ive listened to ksi's thick of it so many times i actually unironically fw it now like lowkey its a banger

i am NOT clicking on this video bro..

god what the fuck has youtube done to me

and ill feel guilty if i come back so thats not good

im gonna kms one day

i cant even take breaks and shit because the few times i tried i had the biggest falloff in history

i cant regain my foot without breaking the FUCK down anymore

but its like an addiction i keep on coming back to youtube

the break isnt fucking helping

honestly fuck the algorithm and fuck youtube because it ruined my fucking life, fuck everything because they dont care how long you hand craft something

its all about luck and if you cant keep that up good fucking luck trying to get your ass back on track again

everybody knows me only for the stupid ia question videos i did because when i kept on trying to do something else with my channel it never did as well in the long term

im a constantly changing atmosphere no wonder i started falling off

i had a purpose and i drifted off

tyler the creator is so cool but i only listen to igor and chromakopia, i tried listening to flower boy and wolf but didnt enjoy it much

i guess i don't really like hip hop and prefer pop or something i guess because i dislike stuff like sticky and rah tah tah

oh well!!

its kinda hard for me to find something new nowadays, like i always just stick to the same set of games i play everyday

im too comfortable doing stuff i regularly do and idk if thats a good thing or not

i defo would not pass up a 12hr terraria session tho LOL

god i miss summer 2024 listening to vocaloid makes me want to go back to the good times

where did it all go wrongggg

im taking a break from youtube for awhile, i expect it to be like 3 months or something.. honestly i kinda deserve it LOL

constant deal with first year high school, manage a discord and youtube channel, self centered envious problems

i hope i can calm down and change as a person

today i had one of those nerds gummy clusters everyone keeps on munching down at my school and i can understand why they do now

imo youtube thumbnails are so weird because like the ones you don't make aren't weird or abnormal they are apart of the crowd but the ones you do make they stand out but only to you and i can't tell if its in a good or bad way but oh well

oh hell nah

so true so trueee

its like the bfdi ice cube dancing

this bluesky stuff is so awesome i hope twitter dies off and we can just use this now