LeonGato

Update: I've deleted 70% for this year because this has been filling up with too much text and I have been too vulnerable at some moments. Nothing too open but felt that is for my own good. Anyways, I'm not sure what I'm going to do with this account.

the community is a different can of worms. Spoiled is what I see. For complaining and harassing. They don't deserve this if they continue to act like this. You have to respect their wishes when they are done. Cause a fandom reflects on the outside for what they see. And a part wants to look on the-

I stand incorrect, it depends on which space you're in. Cause I was in a different space entirely for other projects I was looking forward to See other projects getting canceled and how the audience responded is brutal. No decent respect for the people behind the project. I wish them well but-

There were no boundaries, and I had to call out their behavior when I played in a match online. I don't care if I was a "weird" one or if this is your personality. You need to have a mortality.

Plus the fact that there was a young audience that followed and didn't question it until they realized it was wrong. Which honestly is a RED FLAG for me at this point cause I saw their documents for the people "joking" until the joke was being serious. Taking advantage of the native.

Some that I made good friends with after the matches. But I've experienced bad players and their behavior. Feral doesn't feel like the correct word for this. But there needs to be boundaries cause I've seen some unhinged comments that they said. I'll add that it was the norm in the fandom.

And didn't go for the views as others were going for what's trending now. In my opinion, I wasn't very interested in the EXE genre unless there was a track that I enjoyed listening to. Mostly when I play Roblox I only find players who enjoy playing and not focusing and winning or being repetitive.

Cause people complain, "I want to see something new." Then dig it yourself. They show what they have in the minecart. If you want to see something new, then go mine and find the hidden gems among them. Death X Gaming was one example that played the original underrated gems.

Which causes them to leave because of their behavior. There was a lot of negativity that I saw them questioning for when would it get better? The only way to get better is that you, yourself improve. Cause you are the part of the fandom that you need to reflect.

There is a lack of thought when they post their words on social media. Not thinking about the consequences of how damaging it can be. And from what I've seen people are just spitting for which mod is the best and while trashing other mods. And so much more than how they handle the drama.

There are more but I want to talk about the start of the fandom. The fandom has their bad apples. But the rotten people are the loudest. And one thing that I've seen is that people are not getting into constructive criticism. I've seen a few before I decided to make an account for info. +Progressart

Saying hurtful things from their conversations while they watch. Having unhinged comments about the user. Saying things that you're a number one and putting on a pedestal. I want a fanbase to think for themselves, not surrounded by yes men in a bubble that I'm in.

Cause if you don't call them out, the fanbase is going to continue to act. Or that they think, "it's not like they're going to notice us in the crowd." Just because they didn't interact does not mean a blind eye was turned to them. They will see their post.

Another one who was gaining fame, mentioned that they are glad they are making but tell them they don't want to be in a bad spotlight. To be,"[User]fan? ugh their fans are rabid or such." The fan reflects on the creator, as they said. And that's a good direction to call out to their fanbase.

The first is awe and that you like the content and disgust about how the fanbase acts. 2 users, one has called out their fanbase behavior. He'd show screenshots mentioning this user. Even if you have never heard about him. They get annoyed even if you didn't interact with them it leaves a bad taste

Avoiding the question. They are young and don't know any better. Basic internet but you should have some investigation for more since they have access to information. There are some users that have been diagnosed within the wave of 'the next thing.' I don't want to be doubtful for them but-

I'm getting doubtful when there's a user that has 'autism, ADHD and any other diagnoses.' More on the users that are minors. When I check those accounts. It's all about their diagnosis and how "special" they are. And when they ask a question. They're getting defensive and 'uncomfortable.'

I want to add more on this. There was a post on Twitter that said you can't be diagnosed with that many. Which if that was the case. I just want to say good luck. Cause that's a rough life to live on. Making them "quirky or special." Like this a badge to show off to the world without the message.

(And don't just post nsfw once they turn 18 cause I didn't sign up to view this. Again boundaries.)
One positive is the lack of negativity. It's fresh air to take a breath here. Cause isn't like a post that turns into the worst thing possible and makes it like if this were the end of the world.

There is a setting to what posts that you're allowed to see or what not to see. But I like some boundaries. Don't want any nsfw accounts to interact with me or make the space into a nsfw convo. Just use 2 accounts for one for SFW and NSFW. Simple as that.

Anywho, this is a place mostly to talk to any yaps and thoughts for anyone who wants to read all that or not. (I'm not forcing you to read.) Or it could be an echo chamber. My experience is something, for one I've seen one account that reposted NSFW that I wish that I can unsee or wipe my memory.

- if the ship starts sinking. And when the news came out, it was misinterpreted with the words, false alarm. I've decided to use this place to practice myself to open up a bit, and a safer place to post without worrying about them twisting my words. I probably missed the recent news about this app.

I didn't go for a while until I heard the "AI training on Twitter." Discourse went over and I've decided to follow every possible account that has bluesky with thanks for the video to make it easy. Some accounts went alive after hearing that news and even balanced it out. This was like a safe net-

It's 1,504,007 active users for the last 7 days. (For this time that I'm texting.) For me at least, it didn't really capture my interest. When I first heard about bluesky I thought I should give it a try. It took a while for the invite but when I did, I checked a few accounts and they were dead.

There's one who knows my sexuality, IRL that is. And it felt that the weight had been lifted within me. Without too much detail, I've had a good talk with her. I just hope that she can talk through with my Mother cause she talked to other people's stories. And during that, I cried.

Off-topic again, you need to have chemistry for a couple. Whenever straight, gay, lesbian, queer, ECT. It needs to make sense and not just a pair. I don't want to see fanbase in the middle of the story. Which happens twice but that's another conversation for another day.

I didn't pay attention to the movie but when a dance came up with a pair of men. My family was talking about how ugly it is. I didn't say too much because I didn't watch the story. But the telenovela is when I raised my voice with my Mother.

And got me surprised in wow! A gay couple at a telenovela. My mother got in a conversation saying, "The pair of men are an ugly couple." Which I said, "How can you say that, have you watched the story?" It wasn't the first time. Netflix with my family was just about watching anything that was on.

(I'm bi during that time okay.)
Anyways, it felt like a close call but whenever I questioned what I said. She went silent. I was watching a telenovela with my mother at one moment. There was a dancer and a janitor at the dance club.
(Both were male.)
I've watched how the story went and at the end.

I didn't know if he was being supportive but I know he didn't question my mother about me. The second time that happened was during the beginning of the covid months. The night was very stressful at the moment and when I said, "I'm okay!" But I mispronounced my word and my Mother heard "I'm Gay."