Unhinged Millennial

allergy nasal spray: when you're willing to feel like you're drowning for a minute to avoid allergies later

got up at 3:45. It's almost 7. i could try and force a cat nap, or just push through and start my day

nothing i *have* to do today but there are things i would *like* to do today

4 AM is not my favorite hour to be awake. i was having what i guess are nightmares that kept waking me up so i gave up and decided to dab and see if i can go back to sleep. reading the news is not wise so i'm trying to pull back from it. i can catch up later. sadge.

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One of the biggest reasons I became a cannabis advocate, safe and legal access to cannabis SAVES LIVES.

Please, hear me out. If you are a registered voter, your state needs your votes to make legality happen, even if you don't smoke it yourself, vote for safe, legal access. #cannabis #medicine 🌱🍃🥦

do you ever go mindless for a while, then take a sip of water... then drink like 4 glasses more bc you forgot you were a sentient cucumber that needs hydration? me too. water tastes best then (ice cold water please). AND i would argue super cold water slaps in the middle of the night. that is my jam

i am prepping to go on a solo adventure to a (really big) museum! terrifying on one hand, exciting on another. i never mind wandering alone, per se. but it is nice when i have a buddy.

feeling sad on a monday morning feels about right

Larry Summers: "This is way beyond anything Nixon ever did ... this is the stuff of democracies giving way to authoritarianism. Firing statisticians goes with threatening the heads of newspapers, launching assaults on universities, launching assaults on law firms. This is really scary stuff."

it's annoying how quickly my brain switches into 'everything sucks" mode. sometimes it's like an instant change. i hate it.

can't have nice things

a good friend of mine has come to visit!! first guest since i moved into this apt. it's such a relief to have a space where i can have ppl stay with me. it's so nice to have a bff's energy around. we're basically the same person, they're a mini me XD it's great bc they always just get it. #glimmer

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mood of the day: www.youtube.com/watch?v=ETxm... #abba

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a group of people are standing next to each other in a dark room and singing . ALT: a group of people are standing next to each other in a dark room and singing .

i opted for ABBA

i bought a refurbed walkman recently and have been listening to cassettes again. i come from the era of the mix tape. i find the sound much warmer than digital, and reminds me of being a kid. my collection of tapes is small so far but i want to have a proper array eventually! #walkman #90s

it's an acceptable hour to be awake now but i'm so sleepy

first world problems

is this morning a fleetwood mac morning, aerosmith, or abba?
i know different but can't decide

got a whopping 4 hours of sleep. i will need to nap today.

i live in #NYC, near where the shooting happened last night. it's surreal when these things happen so close to home. living in an urban area is always a risk, and it is more so now than it has been for a while. anxiety!!

a cartoon girl wearing a pink bunny hat and a green dress is dancing on a yellow and orange background . ALT: a cartoon girl wearing a pink bunny hat and a green dress is dancing on a yellow and orange background .

watching my one true love #Bob'sBurgers to try and lull me to sleep

this show is so damn comforting, i fuckin love it

awake very late for me bc i accidentally took two of my amphetamines this afternoon instead of my regular 1. the irony of forgetting if i took my memory meds. i shouldn't be allowed to operate without supervision fr

therapist says i have been low. maybe i have been, it's so hard to tell. but i am starting to believe her. my brain is just churning in the "everyone hates you" waters. "everyone left me behind". "nobody wants me". it's mood related negative feelings i assume but it sucks to feel

it is annoying that one missed meds timing can throw my brain for a full fuckin loop

if psych #meds didn't literally allow me to live my life, i would never touch them. ah love to hate it.

i've been on one of the weight control injectables for the last 4 months and i've lost so much stubborn weight that i just could never dislodge bc medications are cruel--in particular lithium and zyprexa for me--adding weight gain to a necessary solution. i feel like im getting to be myself again

Dear @stephencolbert.bsky.social,

Thanks for all the years of speaking truth to power & finding the funny in fascism.
Looking forward to following you wherever you land,

Your fan, Mar🐫

@tomtomorrow.bsky.social @rubenbolling.bsky.social
First they come for the comedians, then the cartoonist. Kings fear being laughed at. We have a funny bone to pick with/without a smile on our faces #Colbert #Kimmel #SethMeyers #DailyShow

SO LONG AND THANKS FOR ALL THE FISH
#sharks #space

sometimes #ocd is just so frustrating. my brain won't let me stop watching this one show. i can't watch anything else. the only exception is MSNBC. that doesn't trigger the OCD. fictional shows do trigger it. it has literally been a year and a half like this. argh

it's amazing what taking your meds as directed can do 🫠

i hate the #anxiety attacks that just linger on and on almost peaking but not quite, and not for a while. i feel like someone is sitting on my chest and i can still breathe but it's hard. it's been hours -and- i took my PRN anxiety meds. shit sucks.