Loaaa

is this flirt ???????
do we flirt ????? does he flirt ???
do I flirt ????????

ok it's fine he finally answered the next day lmaooo i was so stressed

help, did i scared him ? 💀💀💀
or did he just... got to sleep, because tomorrow, he has classes ?

currently holding two convs : with my crush (a light and cool conversation) and with my bestie (a heavy conversation but it's fine)

i slightly doubted her -doubted my *love* for her... i don't regret doubting, it helped me taking my courage with both hands to make her react- and god, i love her so much, i'm sorry for doubting her, but i do love her so much, i hope we'll never be apart...

strangely i don't feel bad when he says that~
maybe because i know i can't hope anything ??? so it didn't made me feel bad when he said that
yeah it's probably that

i know she struggle with her life too, but aren't we supposed to help each other ? to talk with each other, in the best and in the worst ?
i really hate the thoughts that it's giving to me, i don't want to block her, but it's so tempting, i hate it, i hate her rn, f*ck...

she just answered, and didn't said anything else ?? didn't asked anything ?? only answered the things i sent before.
i feel really bad because of her, rn.
god, i hate it, i really do hate it, i hate when she does that, why can't she stop and stay with me ?
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sorry not sorry, but no, this is not going to happen *once more*
i'm so pissed off and really tired of this comportment.
so y'know what ? i think i'll just ignore her for the moment, it'll be better for both of us.
i don't want to vent out my anger to her, but i'll have to do it one day, i'm sure.

ok, and now she comes back ? i'm sorry, darling, but it's not going to be like this.
i'm so tired and annoyed. yes, i do love her, with all my soul, but this ? i hate it. i'm supposed to just accept it and accept her everytime she comes back ?
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i wish she was here with me when i'm like this, when i'm thinking about myself, about who i am, about what am i... I couldn't be next to her at that moment, because she was gone again, and now she's gone again for the hundredth time, and it's so annoying, i wish she was here....

j'ai jamais autant rit que depuis que je les ai rencontrés.
( i couldn't find the english words, so i wrote in french this time.. )

omg, i love our trio soooo muchhhh

ignore embarrassment, it's nothing, it's only here to block your way to wonderful experiences

ilysmbidkhttybikydlmb....

omg, i love reading people as if they were fictional characters
( i love his personality, i love him so much -as a friend- )

sometimes i forget he's my crush-
like i just... talk with him, and i'm like "why does he comes to talk to me and not someone else" and then i remember i love him, and i'm like "omg he came to talk to me and not to anyone else"
...
i don't want him to discover i love him.

it felt so bad but i did it anyway...
i regret it a bit.
but... yeah, it was kinda fun
but we pissed him off..
And that's not good.
Happily he doesn't looks like he hates me- so it's fine, i guess...

oh, how i'd love changing crushes
( or maybe... )
( I CAN LOVE BOTH AT THE SAME TIME ???? )
( i love being poly sometimes )

when i see i have a notification of a dm, so i check it to see and answer, but it's HIM so i freeze and let it for later (because i need to be concentrated to answer him...)

THE INIMITABLE HERLOCK SHOLMES!!
#tgaa #dgs #大逆転裁判

"kill them with kindness" wrong. bat attack
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Allez, on répète après moi :

ChatGPT 👏👏
n’est pas 👏👏
un moteur 👏👏
de recherche 👏👏

Ni un psy 👏🏻👏🏻

IN HONOR OF FRIENDSHIP MONTH:

djt: "We have certain things in common, Jeffrey."

Epstein: "Yes we do, come to think of it."

djt: "A pal is a wonderful thing. Happy Birthday- and may every day be another wonderful secret."

And by "wonderful secret", he means raping children.

#PedoPrez

OKAY I THINK I AM COMPLETELY IN LOVE
like-
oh, god, i just like talking to him so much, and when it's just the both of us, and when he ping me for me to see something, when he ask me to know my opinion on something...
maybe it's not a lot, but i love him for this
BUT HE DOESN'T WANT SOMETHING IVL-

i hate how i am a yearner for attention

me before drawing a banger: ugh I can't draw bangers any more 😔

me drawing a banger: this looks terrible, this will flop😔

me posting a banger: these numbers on my flop are unfair to better artists😔

me after drawing a banger: Wow, banger. Shame I'll never draw one again 😔

okay, that’s enough. let’s take the rest of the week off.

Same.

#AlsoTiredOfWaitingForTheEPSTEIN_Files