moth (is engaged!!!)

oh they're gonna fu—

Do I have to tap the sign? It is a normal thing to want trigger warnings for common triggers esp if what you’re posting is DD with no warning. It’s not censoring you. It’s common courtesy.

Also finished Lapvona yesterday and currently listening to My Year of Rest and Relaxation

So ya kno, life is about how it usually is…

Also our car uhhhh broke so 🙃🙃

Let me just recap the last few months if you’re not on my other socials:

-Health declining, got diagnosed with arthritis in my right knee
-Had to go to court bc my ex is a dumbass who is afraid of a disabled person
-Reignited multiple beefs including my other ex + my ex bsf who faked being native

I need to start using this more. I forget it exists I’m sorry 😭.

Trans flag orchid makeup for the @idkhow.bsky.social PDX show tonight!!! Can’t wait to see yall after being a fan for the last 5-ish years, your music means so so much to me and I can’t wait to jam + dance 💖

I hate being right about a feeling in the middle of a shit storm. But I’m not the person I was post og abuse, so I just took away my option to feed into a bad habit when I’m already feeding into my anger.

So I’ll post it here too.

Watching Mickey 17 last night with da fiancée and bsf. It ruined my life, actually.

Everything is bad rn both personally and on a global level and nothing matters to me anymore tbh bc life isn’t real

I never get on here idk why lmao

THEY FOUND EACH OTHERR

I’m frustrated about my pain again and it’s always my fault I’m mad I’m disabled like I haven’t been disabled for 11 years.

Yours had 10……..I’m literally so sorry

I might buy a pack of cigs today bc why am I arguing with my ex at 8:30 in the morning about keeping people in my town safe from abusers when he used to rally with me over this shit??? I’m so glad I’m taking a mental health day today bc what the actual f u c k

Her: I was like “WHO THE FUCK IS MOTH?!”
Me: well, according to Seth and people asking for any of us randomly, apparently that was the correct response 😭💀

But literally couldn’t get my damn name out of your mouths when I haven’t spoken any of yours in quite some time now ;)

I will say this interaction this morning from this whole thing is hilarious.

My new coworker: hey not to be weird but do you have another name
Me: yeah, Moth
Her: omg okay, bc last night all those people were here and kept saying “Moth Moth Moth” like it stopped being a word at one point to me

All to impress some white people, huh, Ro??? The ancestors are rolling in their motherfucking graves at you.

Yeah so, found out that it wasn’t just that person coming into my job. It was the ex bsf whose rapist ex I called out with them. You jeopardized my safety for what, Ro?? That’s fucking wild. My coworkers are pissed rn. You’re a freak and a half for doing that to me.

Powwow today. Hopefully will heal me bc I’m becoming evil again lmao.

I am watching the movie Heat and I wanted to check if the actress is a young Angelina Jolie so I went to google and-

I’m going to bed. I’m scared of locals again and it’s people I used to brag about now. I want to sob, bro.

Cross posting here:

No bc why is you going to my store bro knowing you collabed with someone who spread lies about me around town who knowingly dated a serial r*p*st and you ask about me? Fuck. You. We went to a fucking POWWOW WITH ME AND MY DAD!!!! Broooooooo

Why am I this feral on my period, I literally groaned outloud seeing Patrick’s nose sweat bc I haven’t watched this in like 3-5 months…..I gotta message my irl Challengers friend, they’ll get it

I’m going to watch Challengers and write smut bc I miss them 😔😔😔

Not to be cringe or anything, but starting to feel a little too Bark Like You Want It by Sir Mix-a-Lot again. He’s backkkkkk.

Birth was yesterday. This wig lasted an hour at the bar lmaooo.

Gonna ride the high forever that Maia from The Army, The Navy called out the tank I made for @stevebckley.bsky.social in front of a sold out show. They were absolutely ethereal. Such a good show.

I can’t wait to see The Army, The Navy on Saturday. They went from being a band I barely knew and bought tickets to on a him to one of my favorite indie bands 😭 I love their harmonies sm

I’m stoned as all fuck rn whoops