moth (is engaged!!!)

Stalker is an Aries, Screamer is a Sagittarius and Married Man is a Leo. With like 4+ Leo placements like broooo.

Tbf I thought two of my top 5 worst people who are obsessed with me were gonna do something weird and guess what? It was a 2 fer last weekend. Stalked by one, screamed at by the other. It only makes sense that this intuition is also right and all three of these fuckers are fire signs like me.

I’m completely sober and I can’t sleep so I took two Tylenol PM so I can see the hatman, but instead it’s heightening the irritating intuition that I truly believe the married man I used to date is going to message me soon and I’m scared lmfaooooooo

I don’t use this social often and I need to more. But I have nowhere to escape rn bc my ex gf is genuinely stalking me and harassing me and is making me so anxious I can’t fucking sleep.

Hit my weed pen too hard and now I’m asking my ex about the other month when he was like what if we dated again LMAO

Anyone wanna guess who that best friend is? Yeah. It was Matt. Who when I told him that story, he laughed and laughed and laughed. He was like “why is he using MY mental health like that? I’m the one who has to live with it.” And called him a fucking poser afterwards.

Also I think the funniest thing when it comes to how we ended our FWB situation months after we broke up is that I put on The Voices and then he got triggered and told me I was tone deaf for putting it on bc he “has a best friend with schizophrenia” and ran out of my house……

And he also blamed me for getting abused by Drew. Trying to say he warned me like my ex husband also tried to say. Which isn’t true. He told me “have fun with that dirty hippy” and then said he was gonna fuck my best friend. Yeah he was sure concerned for my mental and physical wellbeing.

He ghosted my abortion and then I still brought him tacos afterwards. He gave me an STD, blamed it on me and then I found out that he got it from his ex and had given it to several other people bc he never took his medication. Like he’s not fucking innocent dude.

Sure he has plenty on me, I’ve been pretty crazy to him. He was also extremely crazy to me. Literally told me I was “stealing his birthday gift” if I went to TØP without him (I bought the tickets). He crashed my birthday party and made our mutual friends leave with him.

It’s almost like also maybe, just maybeeee…when you hear that your partner was abused and raped and shit, that you don’t emotionally manipulate them and promise all this shit that never ever fucking happened. Also that nasty little rat wouldn’t shower unless I showered with him and made it sexual.

I’ve never claimed to be perfect, I was kind of a shitshow in my early 20s and oh…wait. Why was I a shitshow in my 20s? Huh maybe it’s bc someone that your best friend/boyfriend/whatever the fuck he is hung out with someone after we broke up WHO TRIED TO KILL ME WHEN I WAS PREGNANT!!!!

Probably about to launch a “how do we even know Moth is really trans?” campaign. Like I bet a trillion dollars they’re workshopping something like that rn to avoid credibility for being literally fucking obsessed with me.

Sometimes trying to explain things to matt really makes me need a cigarette, but god help me I love the big oaf

But yall opened this door by speaking about MY blood. You’re not a leftist, you’re a fucking racist.

Also fucking making fun of me being native is fucking PATHETIC. Especially considering your husband has three whole fuckin hairs on his head, but they’re native? Give me a fucking break. I have more native blood in my pinky toe than that asshat has in their whole body. Which I hate blood quantum.

Get a fucking grip, dude.

Also yeah sure, I got a big ass needle in my knee bc im faking. Thats exactly why I did that. Not bc I have arthritis in my fucking knee. No. I wanted sympathy as an autistic person who fucking hates needles. I even flinched and cried for good measure in my doctor’s office just for their sympathy.

Which btw she’d want me to be fucking pissed bc Brittany was the craziest person I’ve ever known. She was a Grade A Bitch and I fucking miss her.

I’ve never ever fucking acted like I have a “fanbase”. Yeah I made a bitchy little post about getting VIP at Jeff + PUP bc I deserved it after my BEST FRIEND OF 20 YEARS DIED!!! WHICH YOU SHOULD KNOW BC YOURE FUCKINGGGG STALKINGGGGG MEEEEE!!!

I think we can agree to leave each other the fuck alone, but I will make sure that everyone in this town knows you’re a racist, an ableist AND a rapist. This bitch made a NOTES APP APOLOGY (that wasn’t an apology it was victim blaming) but wants to accuse ME of acting like a fucking micro celebrity.

And I’m sureeee I’m going to catch more “moth’s a stalker” strays. Your victim came to ME, Breeze. Bc you and your bald ass spouse are violent and rapists. So. Not a great look!!!!

The Chair Company is already so wild wtf is this Tim 😭😭😭

We should be asking this
c o n s t a n t l y.

But Blue Velvet and Medusa are really important songs and everyone should listen to them bc they fill me with so much fucking rage as a fellow indigenous SA-survivor

Just a reminder Princess Nokia is Afro-Indigenous and queer and just put out her new album on Friday and I actually never want to listen to anything ever again except GIRLS…I actually like this a lot more than Charli (there’s minimal dance tracks but they’re FIRE) esp bc Charli supports a nazi…

oh they're gonna fu—

Do I have to tap the sign? It is a normal thing to want trigger warnings for common triggers esp if what you’re posting is DD with no warning. It’s not censoring you. It’s common courtesy.

Also finished Lapvona yesterday and currently listening to My Year of Rest and Relaxation

So ya kno, life is about how it usually is…

Also our car uhhhh broke so 🙃🙃