CLOVER

its not that im that ashamed. its more like i cannot scry how chill they are so we going normal route

BUT NOW IM BEING HARASSED FOR THE PART 3 I ABANDONED 💔💔💔 i opened my draft and i wanted to scream and throw up finding where i left off bc it really truly was that horny for a smut fic

cw: fingering no lube, tbhx (niceling)

i instead gave them the fic i anon-ed PHEWWWW i like to be nonchalant in spaces that isnt my bsky or twt acc

wrote a fanfic about two train stations because i wanted the chance for $3 and i was immediately asked for my ao3 acc. ABOUT THAT.

before anyone asks: no i wont write armpit/sweat/scent fetish for ksn in this specific context???? i cant visualise it for some reason

said various reasons is you know the whole Thing that happened recently on fics being linked in journalism? going back to passing this around secretly or something LOLL

i think ill stop linking stuff directly now for various reasons but . Hey if you guys are curious

i just posted some bulllllshitttttt

i might as well post that fuck ass reader insert fic on my acc because why not. everybody get anaxagoras-pilled now

THIS IS STARTING TO BE GROSS. WHAT HAPPENED TO ME NOT HAVING/WRITING/ENTERTAINING THIS SORT OF FETISHES HELLOOOOO

i know the perception is mostly like. lithe? and people tend to agree he either has little to no body hair or he shaves but i also have this conflicting perception of how he has no care of his like. general condition/body when experimenting. that he has some like body hair. but not a lot (naturally)

there are two wolves inside me

one says to leave anaxagoras clean and shaven

another says give him a bit of body hair

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can u blame me though this was the guy i was writing about. the sliver of skin beneath his coat does things to me. its slutty

my inner mind is fascinating i forgot i wrote a reader fic a month back where the main fetish i focused on was sweat/armpit. alright man alright

idk maybe i shelve an idea of bull shinichi,.???? naga shinichi.... who knows,,,, ,...

actually speaking of: i dont think ive ever written a bottom kaito fic? Hello can i live up to my bio (ksn reverse ok) . Like. at this point i should just change it

unless i brainwash myself into doing that tulpa fic but i just force eggs into it. something something. add on aphrodisiac and memory loss. like my womb tattoo fic but crazier since shinichi's cracking an eldritch horror

tbf maybe i shouldnt do a new fic and instead beat my fuck ass into finishing one wip. but ughghugghhh cownan ughguhgh my current fixation of the month ughgugh

maybe DoL au in my heart when i do body writing (NOT PERMANENT) on the fic thats stewing in my head. nobody gotta know that (except you guys i guess)

the only one is maybe like the temple where theres a fuckass aphrodisiac/bdsm room but like?????????

"clover go do the cult route that's remotely close enough to dcmk" i REFUSE i only want to date one dateable pc and thats it and their name is SYDNEY

im kinda itchy. i want to write a DoL au ksn fic but i literally cannot figure out what i mean when i say DoL because of the nature of the game (slop noncon). but also DoL.

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visual of a fic writer :

ok the shame of writing smut is just hearing the very loud CLACKCLACKCLACK of my keyboard. like alright man calm down. id buy a different keyboard or mechanical switches but also this keyboard works fine beyond it being obnoxiously loud

im free !! this means i can finally write the smut i want to write!!

naw youre right i should double down and make him beg more Somehow. if there is cownan there is a way

opened my notes app because i wanted to write something and i got greeted with cownan begging for dick. Alright now what thought did i have that warranted this.

idk if it means my want to write fics will plummet immensely but god i just want today to be over

one more before im officially done… meaning i can!! be a pervert online for a good while!!!!!

im just really haunted by the idea of shinichi smiling up at kaito and going ‘we’re not just best friends, we’re partners in pain!’ and the cycle of both of them hurting each other because of the secret kaito cannot divulge no matter what