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the people (me) yearn to write puppy play. Its been months can i please go back to my other dcmk wips oh my god 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

🔞 • nice/lin ling • cw: puppy play (implied. very implied in this specific shot)

like i dont knowwww 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 i think i lost my touch after being ravished by my stupid assignments

i keep thinking i want to get off anon and “associate” (is that the right word im thinking of) the fic series with my account but ughhgnfnhdndhhhh

lately been toiling away trying to shake off my writers block with niceling but. Ugh. it feels like im trying to gnaw at myself pitifully

im not kaishinpilled enough i need to lock in again

(i also have an official keychain of her, just havent gotten to putting it together because im like That Busy)

sometimes i like giving people screenshots of mizuki seto and going ‘pose is uty. be free’ and then i get the moe moe kyun. and it then activates the hindbrain monkey jumping

okay ignore the moe azukisan fig but the shrine. she grows.

i might smash in some gun play too. idk. see how stressed i am post-freedom from the multitude of projects haha 💦

oh my god wait yeah speaking of which: i might actually work on that trick or treat bondage fic. that i talked MONTHHHS back. because its thematically appropriate now LMAO

asian in a moba game. fork found in kitchen 😔

still inactive but did i pick of honor of kings because of a DCMK cross over? yes. am i 🤏 this close to spending money to get the KID skin? yes

just an update in case u guys think i kicked the bucket. i however wish i did because i hate all these projects! save me!

👀 heyy... havent been posting lately because life is kicking my ass, plus havent been writing lately so no promises about a fic any time soon....

waaaait i could probably cough up a 1k about this…

but i need to actually not do that rn and do it next month (in a week)

ughhhhhhhh UGHHHHH

im like on the fence whether who is more freaky but okay i argue both of them are in some ways and not in others. shin-con to me is a guy who will be challenged and go Okay Bet. thus the elaborate kink chicken thing

elaborate kink chicken or maybe roleplay thing but either way. conan licking the barrel of the gun. KID twitching because Wow Oh. Why is this Awakening Something in me.

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uhhhhhhhhhhh anyway something something have a kidcon thought; gunplay, like specifically the card gun.

oh woah hey what was that that mustve been the wind…

im squinting at the reception of my fic and wondering maybe i can commit to my microchipping idea. Likeeeeeee everyone mutually agrees nice is a little off the rails so. i can justify microchipping. maybe i can slip in cages too…

someone commented ‘this would work on me’ on my clicker training fic and im. im still thinking about it and giggling. affectionately.

maybe . if kaito drops another banger official art merch….. If you Hear me Kuroba Kaito, Kaitou KID…. gosho aoyama…. Please….

anyway, enough rambling, ive been thinking of changing my icon but at this point ive had it for a year+ (how time passes me by man,,,,) that i cant change it </3

ill never begrudge someone not leaving a comment LOL anyway itd be a pot meet kettle situation if i did. Pshaw

anyway!!!!! i cherish every kudos and comments that come!!!! if i could, i would thank every person who kudoed my fic!!!! because regardless if they say it in the comments or not they loved my fic and spent time in their day reading my fic!!!

i actually dont know why is it that different… is it because my puppy play fics are “”palatable”” and is a fade to black in mature versus veering off to the deep end in the explicit?

said stats is the puppy play fic series im writing; my mature versus explicit fic towards comments are night and day LMAO i think its a little funny but i dont take it to heart

this is /lh btw. i do recognise accounts who always come back whenever i post (kudos or comments), so either way i cherish them but you know, stats dont lie + im aware that readers are very shy towards interacting with the specific nsfw i write

TLDR; comments are a writers life source and encourages them to share their writing!!!

not all writers are like me, i think, worrying about what do people like about my work— honestly, i kinda shot myself in the foot writing primarily explicit and niche stuff LMAO— but yk. writers need to hear that their labour of love is cherished. something like that. idk im like bullshitting @ 5am