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@boud241.bsky.social

A 181 cm mathematician with sleep problems

22 Followers  |  50 Following  |  201 Posts  |  Joined: 29.08.2023  |  1.9495

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نسيتِ ما يخالف

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This time it was a real breakup, I'm really reallyyy hurttt I can't live

04.11.2025 19:12 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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اشتريت سيارة جديدة يوم السبت، حتى ما استلمتها للحين، وأحس برغبة مرة ملحة أني أنتحر

22.10.2025 18:27 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

A few days after I bought my last car, I attempted suicide, it was on 14/10/2019

Now, 6 years later, I think it'll happen again

22.10.2025 18:15 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
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Thanks anyway

22.10.2025 18:13 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Just on the off chance that she might see it and apologise.

22.10.2025 17:32 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

I'm having a public meltdown on my official Twitter....

22.10.2025 17:29 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Especially when you act like you care enough to read about the disorder

22.10.2025 17:27 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Blocking someone with BPD midfight is really, really cruel

22.10.2025 17:27 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

طول الوقت متوتر

17.10.2025 07:03 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I hate my bpd...

10.10.2025 09:14 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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This is enough to make me suicidal

10.10.2025 09:12 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

هذه مو تجربتي، أحطهم على الجرح يزيد

09.10.2025 03:54 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

ببساطة لأنهم أشرار، الكلاب عندها وفاء على الأقل

08.10.2025 06:06 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

I never was invested in a relationship as I am in this one, and it's soooooooooo draining

06.10.2025 16:39 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

If my girlfriend can't accept that I have exes, keep in mind that for a year before we dated I did not communicate with any of them, I didn't think about them and I won't talk to any of them, just the fact itself is upsetting her and she can't move on from it....

What do I do??

06.10.2025 16:36 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

مو معقول ما نقدر يمر أسبوع بدون مشاكل تعبتتتتتتتتتت

06.10.2025 16:35 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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رجعنا لبعض

This is how intense our fights get

03.10.2025 11:27 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

مجوهرات

03.10.2025 11:27 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I don't have any one to talk to...

30.09.2025 00:03 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

I think I will just take a bottle of pills, if I'm dead I can't feel right?

29.09.2025 23:58 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

What annoys the shit out of me is the reasons for these fights are always the same and always so insignificant...

29.09.2025 23:57 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

I have never loved anyone like I have loved her...

Our fights get so intense and I just wish we knew how to deal with each other...

A break up one day after anniversary, that's ironic I guess

29.09.2025 23:55 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Great I think we broke up

29.09.2025 23:52 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

قربنا نبدأ بالمشروع، نبي دعم بس🕺

29.09.2025 12:22 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

x.com/OpalucciJewe... 🫣🫣

29.09.2025 04:59 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

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