jeyni

missing my cat extra today :(

where do y’all buy your bookcases and display cabinets? i’ve been agonizing over this for a week now cause i can’t seem to find one that fits my standards

down in the dumps again cause i found out my mom gave away the rest of my late cat’s food without even asking me first. it’s the last thing that still connected me to him, and now that’s just gone. maybe i’m being a bit dramatic, but honestly, i don’t want to just get over losing him.

I feel guilty, wondering if we did enough for you, if we were ever as good to you as you deserved. I hope that if there’s an afterlife, we’ll be reunited, and when I see you again, you’ll run to me just like you always did every time I got home. I love you deeply and will miss you forever.

I don’t know where to direct the pain; I can't even escape it through sleep because thoughts of him keep me awake at night. I know death is inevitable, but 8 years with you was never enough. I envy those whose cats live long, full lives, and it breaks my heart that you were taken too soon.

I've realized that when I'm walking around the house, I subconsciously look down, trying to avoid stepping on him. And every time the spring doors open, I catch myself thinking it’s him, since he knew how to open them. These little actions feel so significant now that he’s not here.

I try to keep myself distracted because I don’t want to break down in public. I miss our cat so much. Even though I thought I’d be used to it by now, since I’m still functioning on autopilot, the reality that he’s gone still hits me hard.

me too, but i just can’t stop thinking about it 😭

planned to do a thread of my fav 2024 reads but got lazy while i’m at the middle of drafting it 😭 plus some of them are just the guilty pleasure and no-brainer type of reads

update: i read it in public and best to say that it was the worst mistake of my life

idk but i feel like the current hiatus is hitting me harder than the previous ones? i fear the anxiety about the indefinite hiatus + where the last chapter left off is gonna end me

how could i make a rs account if i'm so scared of being perceived like pls i haven't answered any of the questions sent to me cause of this 😔

Apple

also, i need more people to read Parallel City!!! it's hands down the best apocalyptic action manhwa that i've come across so far—amazing art style, and original and far from cliche storyline 🙂‍↕️

if you want a good laugh, just read "a martial master wakes up as a concubine" THE FL'S SO UNHINGED I LOVE HER

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this phone case has been sitting on my desk for months because i couldn’t find the perfect picture to put in it. then i remembered i had this freebie from one of my orders

I didn't get to keep this up for long on twt but it was too cute not to post anywhere

finally arrived after such a long wait!!! i'm still waiting on the ones i ordered back in july though 💚

Collaborating with my Mi Ae raw sketches in my time break at my job for #aslfua 🛐

We as a society should draw cheol smiling more often

A sketch in the top left corner of cheol and miae reading an issue of “my first love next door is number one”, they both look appalled and exclaim “WHAT THE HELL?!” There is also a colored sketch at the bottom right corner of miae leaning on cheol as they both eat chips and read from the same book. The canvas is decorated with little stars.

Cheol mflndino fan REALNESS

i wanna change my profile layout here, but i'm so picky and at the same time i'm not good at matching aesthetics

mitsumiae besties !! 🌸🫶🏼🍏
#skiptoloafer #aslfua

#1999セプハロ24 #세풋보 #aslfua #セプッボ
ハロウィン会場はまだやっていますか！！？！？

Aslfua x lovely complex

you can definitely tell that aslfua is an exception for me—i've read it an insane number of times, but i just fall more and more in love with it. it feeds my hyper fixation and i find myself even more invested than before every time i reread. oh save me aslfua save me 🥲

and sometimes, when i finally do go back to read them, i realize they don't hit as hard as they did the first time, which makes me lose interest and just drop them altogether 😔