JayNerdius95

Just a reminder that you are loved. Today is a day to try again. In all things.

Eventually...

You see it.

Have you ever considered making a practical version of that 3 headed image? That would be so cool.

A few more pics for this project that are updated.

Also here is a look at a project AGAIN that has taken far too long and that I haven't made new graphics for due to overthinking but this is slightly updated to match the current version of that project. More changes to come though.

Got some same but slightly updated art to share. I need to share more of what I am doing for streaming but this currently has the bulk of my attention. Plus I have figured out pixel art and I gotta say it's pretty fun.

I played this game in one sitting when it first released. Haven't played it since the first update/patch but I think I will go back and play again since it will feel like a new experience all over again. Plus I hear that second to last track is much easier cause GOOD LORD DID I STRUGGLE. Great game.

You know, I can optimistically say every painful thing I experienced last year contributed to this year being better.

This was a good year. A lot of lessons. A lot of potential unveiled as well. Something new is coming and I just wanna make sure I'm ready.

Here's to the new.

Still here working on stuff. Things have been busy with the day job. I plan on streaming a sporadically this month to get back into the swing of things.

The FULL channel relaunch of the channel wont happen till 2026. Meanwhile here's a teaser for the gaming stream's new pixel art style.

Condolences to you.

Here's another set of logos. I'll have more details on these when I have my comeback stream.

Here's some updated FINAL and placeholder logo graphics for the things I will be doing on stream coming up soon. I just hope I will have the preliminary stuff finished and ready to go by the 17th.

Settled on this date. I'll see you then. There will be more promotional stuff in the coming week. www.twitch.tv/youngblackan...

Ideally this month. Ideally November 17th. But soon in general if not.

Just sharing some art I made. Have a good and/or blessed day. Work will die down in November so I'll be back to streaming with the same schedule but a more spontaneous approach to things. I'm actually excited cause I feel like it's finally gonna happen this time. 😀

One thing about realizing you are legitimately healing from stuff is realizing the stuff that sucked was for the best.

Not to be dramatic but I really think God let life break me so he could pick the pieces up. These past few years have been a mess.

I think they're over now. For real this time.

Ambition & Overthinking do not mix well. But hey it is what it is. I'm finally back to working on a project for Twitch that has taken me too long to execute and put out but I hope people like it. A narrative driven gaming stream with PNGTubing. Should be back to it in November once work dies down.

You can't help people if you haven't been through something. You can't help people if you're comfortable. Sometimes to be able to offer solutions, you have to have insight on the problem. And you won't have insight if you avoid life. So smile. It's temporary. And it's for you AND someone else.

With the EA news, and continued spiral of AAA+ games and price hikes, now it is more important than ever to support indie devs and projects.

Here's a list of stuff I wanna do on stream. Some I've done before, some I've never done and some I stopped doing. Ideally the goal is to be less boxed and formatted on a weekly basis and just do what I feel the most passionate about on the day of stream. Hopefully it's all fun.

IT's scary to speak up but I hope you find the courage to say what needs to be said in your own timing of course.

Getting the bedroom set up for the return to streaming with a new webcam for better quality (I hope). Look forward to seeing y'all next month.

Yeah. I think it's that people pleasing nature you know? Sometimes you don't wanna disrupt things but in the end I know I should. Does this make sense?

I think I'm gonna continue enjoying time away from Twitch but I'm gonna come back in October and treat it like it's my first time streaming. See what happens. Where it goes. What it could be. Hopefully it's less stressful than the last time. 🤣

Things ACTUALLY get better after a while. Keep at it and you'll see a peace you never thought you would attain.

I think back on the past few years and can’t help but feel how pointless some things were.

At work.

Might I add that that regardless of your religious beliefs, you should not agree with, co-sign or vote for this. Not before. Not now. And definitely not in the future.

if any scouts are looking to sign up for our tournament, your last chance is August 10th!

raising money for the TransLatin@ Coalition, we're looking to make some noise and have a good time to help our siblings!

info can be found below!