trudy

you smile and laugh when you see me but you’ve never properly apologized for what you did to me. you didn’t care about how i felt back then, it won’t be different this time. but lately, i’ve been holding myself back from telling you i miss you.. even through all this years, it’s still you.

five years and counting from the time he broke my heart…he was my first and only love. I hate that maybe, i still do love him.

he never properly apologized. maybe i was too kind to just let it go. but Lord knows that if there’s a chance that i will choose between him and possibly another person, i will still choose him despite what he did. maybe i’m an idiot, but i guess, i just did love him too much.

he was the only person that i felt that much. idk if i do miss him or if i miss the feeling he made me feel when i was with him or if i miss the person i thought i knew before he betrayed and broke my heart. i hate that he’s all smile and can joke around that past two times I saw him.

saw him twice since forever ago and i’m always left with this riot of feelings every damn time. i don’t feel like tearing up as much as it did the first time.. idk if i’m completely over him but i do still remember him once in a while..

is it just me or twitter is not working?

I’m never this straightforward but I don’t like us to waste time if neither of us really don’t want anything to do with each other. I’m happy as is with my life and for sure he’s just looking for some rebound. I respect myself enough that I won’t trust another guy with my heart.

done with the year of self-indulgence. next year, i will become a filial daughter 🙏

you are so pretty tegan 🫶🏻

bucket list for next year is to get health insurance package for my parents and siblings 🙏

hi ema👋 i hope everything’s well on your end. thank you for making a twt bnb fic community, it was a lovely place. I’m sad that its gone now but I’m grateful that you’re here. this is a safer space. i hope you can continue to share haobin moments. my dm is open if you want, let’s be friends 🫶🏻

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went out with friends yesterday and took 4-cuts with haobin at photoism ☺

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waking up seeing my fave fanfic writers following me here😭 a peasant like me that consumes your creations in a(b)normal amount is truly honored to be graced by your presence 🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️

haven’t seen this on the tl and i’m here to fix it

I'm still trying to figure out also. i click the ^ button on the lower left then it somehow goes back on top of the page and if there are new posts, it auto refreshes... soooo 🤷‍♀️🥲

i love how my fave fanfic writers and haobinists are all here and i love how peaceful it is here 🙂‍↕️

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oh and to add, i am not the most creative person so i really appreciate, respect and admire fanfic writers and fanartists who share their creations to the world for free 🤍
hope you guys always have good food, good rest and just wishing you happiness and comfort wherever you are 🤍

uhmm hi 👋 i don't really have a priv on the other app so this will be where i have freedom to talk about wtv. gertrude is my alter ego but my name's Gf, a leo, part time dakter, full time fangirl, and truly believes that haobin is the epitome of romance and noone can tell me otherwise 😌