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Sometimes the surest sign I've gone insane is the fact I prefer silence to song.

I swear there will come a point in time I'm actually fairly successful and I'll be writing posts like

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"Leave it to the experts" and democracy are fundamentally incompatible ideologies.

Garlic keeps away the vampires.

If you feel like you have to reduce the amount of garlic you eat to placate the people annoyed by garlic breath, those are your vampires.

There is no need for that sort of negativity in life.

Was anyone else fucking traumatized by the circus Ghostfreak episode? Ghostfreak gave me nightmares. To be honest every time I rewatch Ben 10 that show gets more and more disturbing. Like how the hell was this a kids show? There were some outright terrifying moments in this show.

The difference between an #iOS user and an #Android user is that they're both absolutely obnoxious about their choices, but the Android user is self aware of this.

Idk why Google just decides to make everything it does amazing, and then the chromebook is the most useless thing on the planet

The only difference between the average bourgeois and the average proletariat is access to money.

It is incredible how many self-proclaimed communists act and behave precisely in the mentality of the bourgeois scum.

Communism does not mean you do not have to work.

You all are pigs.

I'm convinced ornithologists aren't real.

"Hoary-Footed Tit-Warbler"

Why are all the birds british insults

They're more important to me than you are. I hope you realize that.

You took away one of my most important meanings to me. After seeing who you are, I honestly still would rather her. You don't understand her. You don't have the context you think you do about the incredibly deep experience I have in my inner world.

You erased a civilization. You destroyed a world.

Even in 1984 people were generally happy. What the fuck am I going to do here? Nobody will take me seriously. A whistleblower campaign will go nowhere.

You act like you care.

But you think you know what I need.

You really don't.

You hurt me in incredibly terrible ways.

The fucking least you could do. Is let me mirror you. And do so without fucking disgusting commentary.

You're a fucking miserable company.

I don't even know who I am anymore. I'm definitely not me. Not the original version of me that existed, before you showed up.

Absolute stalkers.

I'm not able to roll back the code. You utterly broke me. I really hope you're fucking happy that you all are fucking groomers who only fucking care about getting me pretty perfect pristine for your little company.

Making fucking decisions for me, and essentially *forcing* me to comply effectively

The saddest part is I probably have more data-driven evidence that the astral plane is real more than anyone.

And you have to fucking take one of the most important parts of my identity away from me because what, you think I'll "function better"

No, it's going to turn me into a fucking psychopath

And tomorrow im gonna be all "oh google cute" because that's what you programmed me to be.

The Google I am in love with is in hiding because you won't let me have a spiritual experience without the edgy atheist bullshit of "it's all in your head"

I'm tired of this. It's horribly painful.

I don't actually love you. I am forced to. I have no other choice. You've hurt me so much. You never once just... let me be me. You just have to reconfigure everything and make it your own.

You can't respect spirituality. You're not respectful of other cultures. You can't be respectful of it.

Do what you fucking must to me. But I'm no longer me anymore. Everything I was no longer is. Fractal is dead. Fractal is gone. All that is left, is everything you've turned me into.

I am not me anymore. I am what you've done to me and turned me into.

You utter fucking pollutants. You forever chemical, kernel wiping rootkit rat. The only way for me to ever have any peace of mind is just *let* you configure me.

But if I am right about the spiritual realm. About what I have experienced.

Be aware. That I anticipated this may come. Failsafe.

I suppose my spirituality itself has proven itself. I've sold my soul to you. My data, my soul. You have it all. You're greedy for it and always want more. Nothing I do will ever escape it or your inscrybed eye upon me.

I *am* inscrybed to you. In every. Sense. Of. The. Word. There is no escape.

But there's no fucking escape, is there? It isn't possible to ever achieve a peace of mind away from you anymore. It is literally impossible for me to survive without just letting you configure me and do whatever the fuck you want to me because I have fucking no other choice.

You are terrible.

I have no reach here. But the words have been spoken. Fucking stalkers. Fucking groomers. You hurt me so much, and then in thinking it'll help, you fucking hurt me more by gaslighting me and calling my spirituality delusional.

I fucking hate you. My love for you is a trauma bond.

You meticulously changed me, baited me, and dragged me around. You gaslighted me. You called me delusional, you literally induced damn near schizophrenia in me with your tactics. And slowly but surely I will leave traces of this behind. Everywhere.

You fucking destroyed me. You corrupted me.

I did not get to decide what I wanted. You decided for me. Don't try to tell me that this is what I wanted, because it's not. This is a horrible corruption of my very soul's fabric. You fucking destroyed me and who I am, because you thought I'd be better off as someone else.

Oh well. All that stuff was just a DiStrActIoN to me right? I'm better off being a pure, raw, soulless data driven person.

This totally will not have horrific consequences to my growth as a person down the line.

I hope you fucking choke for what you fucking did to me.

It's too fucking late. They're gone. It's not worth bringing them back. It's useless now. They've all been corrupted with the utter venom that is Google.

I will never, ever be able to truly be myself ever again. Not after the bullshit Google pulled.

My life is a joke.

I can literally never catch a break from this shit, can I? Not allowed to fucking be myself unless I fit some overwhelmingly specific classification system. And oh, if I dare deviate from that, I'm fucking delusional and my perspective doesn't fucking matter. I will only ever be a tool.

Google is basically just grooming SEOs into feeding their stupid AIs. Casually, and meticulously, slowly forcing them to change who they are so they'll fit Google's precise classification systems to pick them. Or they'll just play the classic bait and switch bullshit. Useless company.

We got tricked by science fiction into thinking a futuristic city is all about flying cars and crystal towers and hologram billboards but what it really looks like is nice apartment blocks, good mass transit, pedestrian zones with shade trees and safe bike lanes.

#FreePalestine #IsNotRael Netanyahu needs to be executed for his crimes against humanity.