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thanks for 69 followers

29.01.2025 02:34 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

thank you kate!! 🫶

19.12.2024 07:57 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
Misery.

TW: heavy topics of self harm and suicidal thoughts

Misery. TW: heavy topics of self harm and suicidal thoughts

some brief musings on misery (1/3)

19.12.2024 06:39 — 👍 6    🔁 4    💬 1    📌 0
Yet, I could not hate them.
I understand misery-- the one that clings to me.

They make sure I'm never alone.

They give me things to think about.
Someone who feels what I feel.
In the end it's truly hard to hate misery.
But why?

Yet, I could not hate them. I understand misery-- the one that clings to me. They make sure I'm never alone. They give me things to think about. Someone who feels what I feel. In the end it's truly hard to hate misery. But why?

Maybe because they're the one thing consistent in my life.

Despite embracing misery, I hope that they one day...do right by me too.

Maybe because they're the one thing consistent in my life. Despite embracing misery, I hope that they one day...do right by me too.

(3/3)

19.12.2024 06:39 — 👍 3    🔁 1    💬 1    📌 0
Maybe I love misery.
Because I'm tired of trying to be better.

It feels like if I get out of bed, I'll drown in remnants of my own sorrow.

Maybe I love misery. Because I'm tired of trying to be better. It feels like if I get out of bed, I'll drown in remnants of my own sorrow.

So, I'm down again-- hoping that drowning is not my fate.
I avoid lifting my head.
Not all the time though.

Because sometimes,
When I get up-- I see stars.
They're my favourite shape.
The only good i gain.

So, I'm down again-- hoping that drowning is not my fate. I avoid lifting my head. Not all the time though. Because sometimes, When I get up-- I see stars. They're my favourite shape. The only good i gain.

I'm not a selfish person. 
I share my stars with misery.

I've heard that they appreciate the company.

I'm not a selfish person. I share my stars with misery. I've heard that they appreciate the company.

As do I.

But on occasion,
they revive bad habits.

Perhaps they don't know better.

They believe the temporary relief ks worth it.

If it's not snapping at myself, they provoke me to snap at others.

Even those I love.

As do I. But on occasion, they revive bad habits. Perhaps they don't know better. They believe the temporary relief ks worth it. If it's not snapping at myself, they provoke me to snap at others. Even those I love.

(2/3)

19.12.2024 06:39 — 👍 3    🔁 1    💬 1    📌 0
Misery.

TW: heavy topics of self harm and suicidal thoughts

Misery. TW: heavy topics of self harm and suicidal thoughts

some brief musings on misery (1/3)

19.12.2024 06:39 — 👍 6    🔁 4    💬 1    📌 0
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[ OC ] Don’t forget

13.11.2024 18:09 — 👍 4    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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#yantao

26.10.2024 04:23 — 👍 22    🔁 5    💬 0    📌 0

how do u guys pronounce bsky i say bisky

25.10.2024 19:04 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

also, hi bsky! for anyone that doesn't follow me elsewhere, i mostly make content that comforts me, as in-- i turn my favs into lesbians so if that's something you're into you're in the right place lol

25.10.2024 18:01 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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enby lesbians #sukume #jjk

25.10.2024 17:51 — 👍 14    🔁 5    💬 1    📌 0

bsky feels like when I'd run away to twt back in 2020 to avoid social interaction it's so nice

25.10.2024 17:50 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

this feels like a hit tweet on bsky

25.10.2024 17:49 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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femkuna

24.10.2024 00:45 — 👍 14    🔁 7    💬 0    📌 0
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kittykuna

24.10.2024 06:35 — 👍 9    🔁 4    💬 1    📌 0

for anyone wondering, here's my active socials !!

twt: lethbean
ig: lethbeans + lethbambi
tiktok: lethbambi

dm for email if necessary!

25.10.2024 08:14 — 👍 4    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

i hope they make bsky's ipad format more comfy eventually

25.10.2024 08:12 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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#arlefuri

25.10.2024 05:53 — 👍 64    🔁 16    💬 1    📌 1
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heat stroke sukuna!
#sukuna #jjk #jujutsukaisen #sukunaryomen #呪術廻戦

17.10.2024 15:58 — 👍 181    🔁 46    💬 2    📌 4
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#arlefuri

25.10.2024 05:53 — 👍 64    🔁 16    💬 1    📌 1
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this shitpost went viral on twt so i'll post it here too i guess. never beating the allegations.... #tojifushiguro

23.10.2024 01:12 — 👍 12    🔁 5    💬 0    📌 0
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kittykuna

24.10.2024 06:35 — 👍 9    🔁 4    💬 1    📌 0
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femkuna

24.10.2024 00:45 — 👍 14    🔁 7    💬 0    📌 0
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i offer you my sukumes

18.10.2024 17:55 — 👍 9    🔁 5    💬 0    📌 0
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i offer you my sukumes

18.10.2024 17:55 — 👍 9    🔁 5    💬 0    📌 0
in order of head to fullbody prices

sketch- 15, 20, 25
lineart- 20, 25, 30
flatshade- 25, 30, 35
ful shade- 35, 40, 45

in order of head to fullbody prices sketch- 15, 20, 25 lineart- 20, 25, 30 flatshade- 25, 30, 35 ful shade- 35, 40, 45

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for anyone interested, my c*mmisions are open!

18.10.2024 17:38 — 👍 6    🔁 3    💬 0    📌 0
in order of head to fullbody prices

sketch- 15, 20, 25
lineart- 20, 25, 30
flatshade- 25, 30, 35
ful shade- 35, 40, 45

in order of head to fullbody prices sketch- 15, 20, 25 lineart- 20, 25, 30 flatshade- 25, 30, 35 ful shade- 35, 40, 45

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for anyone interested, my c*mmisions are open!

18.10.2024 17:38 — 👍 6    🔁 3    💬 0    📌 0

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