Anna “Nesey” Gallons

So like, if you need my contact info, get in touch soon :)

PS: I’m going to delete this profile and my Twitter account by the end of the month, potentially my Instagram too. I don’t want a smartphone. I don’t want to be on the internet anymore. I want to focus fully on caring for my family and the community that I live in, and healing my still broken heart.

How my faith in God and in all of us was forever reaffirmed is a story I’m still learning to tell, but it is the goal and arc of my life’s work to tell that story, hoping it brings healing and light to anyone who needs it. My love and forgiveness to *everyone* in need of it who seeks it 🩵🖖 Anna

What god allows such a world? I thought, how can I love God’s creation more than God? Surely something is lost in translation somewhere, but I know my intention to be pure, no child begins evil, and I was left for dead from birth as if born wicked. But there are many who face such spiritual crisis.

My night of faith came because I lost all hope of ever belonging to a loving extended human family, as I watched others seemingly find love and support and the ability to survive materially despite having openly committed unapologetically evil deeds.

For the sake of my family I confronted reality, though it has resulted in profound danger and public humiliation. It broke my heart to be abandoned and injured by so many people I had loved dearly all my life, to realize they did not share my goal of mutual happiness and accountability.

By sin I mean I hurt others and my own soul and was too cowardly to immediately change my ways when I knew better. I first tasted liquor as a small child, drugged and assaulted, and only liquor ever made me feel safe, but it poisoned my soul by way of postponing confrontation with reality.

I believe that everything and everyone is of God and no soul should ever truly be abandoned to torment. It is the only way to heal the many traumas of this world. So I am learning how to let go of my past suffering and forgive all who have wronged me and acknowledge that I am also a sinner.

My heart is heavier than ever but now I know beyond any doubt that God is with me and I am with God, and I am meant to bloom something unconditionally healing to others from deep within. I must stand in truth, but wish to learn how to better convey love and only love to all in this world.

How my faith in God was restored and deepened in such a way that can never again be threatened, is a miracle and blessing that is difficult to articulate and will need contemplation on another day, but since then my path has become clearer.

Additional notes: it was written and recorded during a complete and total loss of faith in humanity and God that I gradually suffered over the course of 2024 until it bottomed out entirely in the composition and creation of this recording in July 2025.

night of faith, by Nesey Gallons track by Nesey Gallons

I guess it’s bandcamp friday. This is the last song I released, originally under a different title using different artwork because I felt too private about the nature of what I was struggling with at the time. Other, new music is on the horizon 🩵

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We put this together. Please help however you can, donate, share, etc. Look into and tell our story as my voice has been taken from me.

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I am still looking to leave most social media platforms soon, but in the meantime would appreciate input on good newsletters to have sent directly to my email so I don’t lose all track of the world

Reminds me of Dostoevsky’s letters where he describes the contents of the chamber pot freezing in the night and hugging his samovar :(

In other news, intending to delete this account soon. I need less social media in my life

YouTube video by Sesame Street Sesame Street: Chariots of Fur | Monsterpiece Theater

I always wanted to be Alastair Cookie when I grew up. This is amazing btw

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I think, from memory, that the single most disturbing kids in the hall sketch was probably the one where Kevin McDonald keeps saying “Gorgonzola cheese” with strange emphasis. I don’t remember why. What did it mean? All that remains of the sketch is that creepy whispered fragment divorced of context

I played my kids a lot of music in 2025. My 4 year old’s favorite bands were: the Beatles, ABBA, The Beach Boys (mostly pet sounds,) The Smiths, McCartney solo, The B-52s, R.E.M., The Cure, Tegan and Sara, and in recent weeks, They Might Be Giants. My 10 year old listened to Kate Bush.

Holy Christmas getting prescribed nerve pain meds has been a “game changer.” Look out 2026, here comes mouse!

It’s REAL I fucking KNEW it!

In the kitchen making coffee just now I was treated to the intrusive memory of Guns N’ Roses covering bohemian rhapsody, I could hear it just as clear as can be in my mind, terrible terrible terrible

But I suspect this may be some Mandela effect kindof thing or my brain just invented it entirely?

The joke’s on you, our polycule is celibate, a diy nunnery

Any movie with waka jawaka in it is ok by me!

Anyone else head canon that yukon cornelius is a trans guy?

Wake me up before you gogol

A Dr Seuss illustration depicting a small cat in the hat figure peering from behind a large pillow at a snake on a pillow. Jake the pillow snake.

I would like to apologize to everyone named Jake for immediately thinking “the pillow snake” after hearing or reading your name

Terrible things happen to me when I forget to take my spiro for a few days. Yall, an antlered mouse is a terrifying sight to behold. And on a supermoon, no less. Get me to the shrieking shack.

Sometimes when the television is on in an otherwise dark room I close my eyes and watch the flashing lights through my eyelids and wonder how whatever it is could possibly be worth it