For those that might have missed it here's the debut video!
Welcome to the Toybox Carnival :o]
youtu.be/mb25xpYZEck
@ibeatpandas.bsky.social
Just a silly little guy | You can usually find me live on Twitch!! Swing by <3 | https://www.twitch.tv/ibeatpandas | IBeatPandas(@)gmail(.)com | Banner: @milkyopi.bsky.social | PFP: @soboronin.bsky.social
For those that might have missed it here's the debut video!
Welcome to the Toybox Carnival :o]
youtu.be/mb25xpYZEck
This is a decision I have needed to make for a while. I hope you all understand. I know I recently said I did not plan to stop streaming entirely but I need time to focus on me. Thank you.
08.06.2025 17:51 โ ๐ 22 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 3 ๐ 0Thank you Bri! Much love to you as well <33 Iโll try to be kind, I feel like losing that is part of what led me here so Iโll take your words to heart
06.06.2025 18:35 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0Realizing those bad habits was the first step, and now I just gotta start working my way through them. Thank you <3
06.06.2025 18:33 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0I'll talk about it more on stream either tomorrow or the day after. I still gotta get all of my thoughts in order. Thank you all for understanding, love y'all and please stay safe. <3
Pandas ๐ชป
This probably isn't a surprise to too many of y'all who come to my streams, I was pretty open about my recent depressive state. And while I don't feel I should explain exact details, it comes down as this. I fucked up, and I need to learn how to stop doing that.
06.06.2025 17:49 โ ๐ 7 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0So I'm not gonna be taking a break, at least not right now, but I am gonna be reducing the amount of time I spend streaming. I'm gonna be focusing my time on the things that matter the most and if those things dont happen to be stream? Then streaming will have to take a backseat.
06.06.2025 17:49 โ ๐ 9 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0These actions came from a lot of personal places that I don't feel comfortable talking about on here, but I'm gonna be taking more time to work on myself and finding who I want to be. What I want to do, because right now I don't actually know.
06.06.2025 17:49 โ ๐ 6 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0Recently, I have been coming face to face with a lot of my mistakes. A lot of things I've done and not done and how it hurts the people I care about the most. My priorities got thrown completely out of line and I see now that I was becoming a worse version of the man I want to be.
06.06.2025 17:49 โ ๐ 6 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0Hey guys, just wanted to make a bit more of a serious post to talk about me and what's going on.
TL;DR: It's not burnout, I'm just really sad ๐งต
That DLC is fucking evil.
Thank you @meifeature.bsky.social and @enderempress.bsky.social for the raids! Y'all take care out there :D
WE LIVED, WE COOKED, WE MAMA'D! :D
Thank you so much @gigisworlds.bsky.social and @monochromeofficial.bsky.social for the raids! Take care!! <3
It was a long time coming
02.06.2025 22:10 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0Another week and another schedule
02.06.2025 17:52 โ ๐ 3 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0RAID ART!
Thank you @bigfatcelestial.bsky.social @morgan-coffeebean.bsky.social @jovilly.bsky.social @plodeer.bsky.social and @ehrandomguy.bsky.social for the raids! Y'all are pretty cool :D
Well Steins;Gate sure put us through ALL of the emotions huh? LMFAO
Thank you so much @ravevt.bsky.social for the raid! Take care <33
BLACK FLAG IS FINISHED?!?!?! I can't believe it. But we did it!! Very strange but fun ride :D
Thank you so much @moonamby.bsky.social for the raid! Take care :D
WE BEAT LABYRINTH OF THE DEMON KING! And man, genuinely one of THE best indie horror experiences out there. I cannot sing that games praise enough.
But I can also sing praise for tonights raiders! Thank you so much @floofyboo.bsky.social and @lilpancake132.bsky.social for the raids! Y'all ROCK!
STREAM OVER, WE HAVE NEW TIME, I AM EEPY!
Thank you so much @/whispersalone and @blankart.bsky.social for the raids! Y'all rock :D
Internet death now occurs at a time during STREAM?!? GASP? So streams will be an hour earlier from now on ๐ฅฐ
26.05.2025 19:10 โ ๐ 3 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0Well despite a very sudden end to stream(thanks internet) Everhood is really good! Happy I bit the bullet and finally started trying it out, can't wait to see where it goes from here!
A special thanks to @yearzed.dev for the raid tonight, who is swag and cool :D
LATE BUT I GOT THERE, RAHHHHHH
Thank you @gigisworlds.bsky.social and @randombitten.bsky.social for the raids! You take care out there :D
Art so ass I am asked to leave social media
Thank you so much @thetacocorgivt.bsky.social @fuwanorenburg.bsky.social and @angelbun.bsky.social for the raids! Y'all take care <3
THE WEEK OR WHATEVER
22.05.2025 01:21 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0Our FINAL raid art before I go on vacay, for our wonderful friend @blondepizza.bsky.social who is amazing and awesome! See y'all soon <3
16.05.2025 06:34 โ ๐ 9 ๐ 1 ๐ฌ 2 ๐ 1Taking a break at the end of this week to go on a vacation! Will be back next Wednesday! :D
14.05.2025 00:11 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0Oh look it @ibeatpandas.bsky.social
09.05.2025 03:43 โ ๐ 56 ๐ 3 ๐ฌ 2 ๐ 0Finished the bunny suit piece! I started it on Easter so Iโm not too late๐ซ again from left to right @lizavt.bsky.social @enderempress.bsky.social @ibeatpandas.bsky.social @glitchbasil @crechure.bsky.social and @moonamby.bsky.social
07.05.2025 13:49 โ ๐ 26 ๐ 8 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 1Da week or whateva
05.05.2025 21:14 โ ๐ 5 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0Just know that her matching shirt would also say "I <3 my wife"
Thank you so much @mugtuber.bsky.social for the amazing art! :D