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I think that my recent stuff do keep a similar vibe I guess? though I try to bring more variety to my colors choices rather than the same blue tones everytime.. but mmm......something about it still hits different

So many BLUES

Something about it feels so whimsical, I really like the way I colored and shaded stuff there

Kinda missing the vibe that my 2023 stuff had

Idk everything has been pissing me off lately

Been getting hit with random waves of * so often lately it's not even funny, I find myself doing nothing for too many days now

Art idea but feeling like I don't have enough skill to execute it

I often think about this note on their art guide

Djdjsajdshadhadasdgffg

Animal Jam art style save me Animal Jam art style

Are they s tupid ?

My hyperfixation in dinosaurs and TF2 definitely helped me go out of more comfort zone though, until then all I could draw was animation meme style furries

Cartoony style has always been my to go route, but it's funny that at some point my brain started thinking that if I wanted to be a good artist I had to dabble in a more realistic one, so at some point in 2018 to 2019 there's this jarring change in my stuff

Honestly I do kinda miss it, since you had no fully established style you'd just constantly experiment with it without much worry

Looking at old art is so funny bc literally NOT a single piece is the same style, and all of them suck but then every once in a while you will find the most gorgeous thing that you ask how tf did you lock in so much for that

GAHH YEAH part of me yearns for going back there but every single thing I learn about what is been happening from people that I know just makes me insane

Like the AI thing you mentioned and the nonstop increase of actual n@zi people (someone do something to that muskguy for the love of god)

I peaked in my Professor Layton era (ignore the dark void of nothingness in the middle idk what is up with that)

Tumblr and Bluesky just doesn't hit the same for me even after all this time, which is why I keep constantly forgetting to do anything with them JDJSDHS

I miss my flow there so bad, I actually had energy to post my things and talk and interact with others and stuff ...... now I know nothing but dread

Logged into Twitter after since like August bc I needed to check something that I could only do it on there and fuuuuuuuuuuuuuckkkkkkkkkk

Whatever is up with Youtube videos about rabbit holes / disturbing stories having thumbnails that look like this

I'm tired, boss

I will do it for her

It's mostly bc I want to put it on main and spread my propaganda

Deciding that you want to color and polish and everything for doodles you did without even thinking

Which TF2 YTPMV/MAD video is your favorite

RRRAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Bots for the love of god do not come for me this time

UHGEHDJGGGGGJ getting fixated on ur own ocs is so painful

Mostly bc I feel nervous pulling up a character to them that isn't something they usually drawn as shown by their examples and portfolio sjsgsjgs