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Multi-genre musician Co-lead @TransUnityQuilt Founder & Artistic Director of Transpose PhD on Barbara Strozzi - interdisciplinary work is life ’Trans Like Me’, β€˜Furies,’ 2 current trans historical WIP they/them www.cnlester.com www.transpose.org.uk

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I think it makes a lot of cis, straight people deeply uncomfortable to remember just how queerphobic society was, because a lot of them mostly went along with it in public, no matter how they might have personally felt about it.

07.03.2026 14:11 β€” πŸ‘ 187    πŸ” 42    πŸ’¬ 4    πŸ“Œ 0

It was about protecting Division III high school girls volleyball.

07.03.2026 20:24 β€” πŸ‘ 2738    πŸ” 315    πŸ’¬ 58    πŸ“Œ 3
Preview
Ruben Ray Martinez: Footage shows US citizen shot by ICE agent in Texas traffic stop The Department of Homeland Security did not disclose Martinez was shot by one of its agents until almost a year later.

Newly released footage shows an ICE agent killing Rubin Ray Martinez, 23, in his car in Texas.

"He was shot at point-blank range through his side window by an ICE agent who was in no danger."
www.bbc.com/news/article...

07.03.2026 14:18 β€” πŸ‘ 5380    πŸ” 3423    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 226

Ooooffff. I would struggle to hear that without exploding.

07.03.2026 14:22 β€” πŸ‘ 12    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 5

One day I'll write about it fully. Until then - anyone pretending that the fight for LGBT+ rights was respectful and civil (and we were always LGBT+, even when some cis gays and lesbians were doing their best to exclude the rest of us - the rest of us were still fighting) - well, fuck that lie.

07.03.2026 14:22 β€” πŸ‘ 83    πŸ” 16    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 1

Sometimes something will jog a memory of those years, and I'll realise just what an enormous well of anger there still in - that grew up alongside me during Section 28, unequal age of consent, no rights for queer partners - the narrative that we were automatically abusers, degenerates, defective.

07.03.2026 14:20 β€” πŸ‘ 62    πŸ” 7    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

...when we did tell straight/cis people, most of them didn't want to believe it. Mostly we didn't talk to them about it. We knew not to trust them. When they already treated us as walking jokes/threats/perverts, why would you tell them about the broken ribs, the groping, being stalked at night?

07.03.2026 14:17 β€” πŸ‘ 58    πŸ” 5    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

I do know some straight cis people who didn't go along with it - my brother never did - but I don't know that many. And that was just the surface level stuff that the straight cis people could see. Thinking about my friends at that time who were assaulted, physically and sexually, for being queer...

07.03.2026 14:15 β€” πŸ‘ 63    πŸ” 4    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Aw, Jeremy Irons! What a memory

07.03.2026 14:13 β€” πŸ‘ 5    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Going into the workplace mid/late 2000s, an awful lot of 'banter' - faggot, poof, tranny, rug muncher, etc. etc. - absolute refusal of the people doing it to stop because everyone else should just toughen up, it's just a joke. No support from straight/cis colleagues. Just completely normal.

07.03.2026 14:13 β€” πŸ‘ 84    πŸ” 7    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 1

I think it makes a lot of cis, straight people deeply uncomfortable to remember just how queerphobic society was, because a lot of them mostly went along with it in public, no matter how they might have personally felt about it.

07.03.2026 14:11 β€” πŸ‘ 187    πŸ” 42    πŸ’¬ 4    πŸ“Œ 0

First day of undergraduate in 2002, having coffee with my cohort - being asked if me being bisexual meant I wanted to fuck animals, and being expected to give a serious, respectful answer.

07.03.2026 14:08 β€” πŸ‘ 145    πŸ” 29    πŸ’¬ 3    πŸ“Œ 0

Iunno, it's just so weird for me, as somebody who was an out queer in the first couple of decades of this century to see this rewriting of history where the "debate" about gay rights then was this genteel, public spirited conversation. They blamed the gays for hurricanes and earthquakes.

07.03.2026 10:15 β€” πŸ‘ 243    πŸ” 53    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 1

This kind of...narrative excess?...feels like it's been running the dominant world story for at least ten years now, and I know it's genuinely bad for my brain, and I suspect it's bad for everyone's.

07.03.2026 14:02 β€” πŸ‘ 152    πŸ” 17    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 1

It's not just wrong because the present is good and the past was terrible, it's wrong because there had to be a vision in the past of demanding so much more while they specifically faced the oppression we use to characterise certain types of period drama.

06.03.2026 23:38 β€” πŸ‘ 51    πŸ” 5    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
Loads of posters for Blink

Loads of posters for Blink

kingsheadtheatre.com/whats-on/bli...

02.03.2026 17:45 β€” πŸ‘ 321    πŸ” 20    πŸ’¬ 7    πŸ“Œ 0

β€œMAGA’s fundamental shared quality is a total lack of theory of mind for other people” is a theory that keeps getting validated by reality - look at almost every decision they’ve made in the war with Iran, and how they seem constantly surprised by the unanticipated actions of other parties.

06.03.2026 14:20 β€” πŸ‘ 2803    πŸ” 584    πŸ’¬ 55    πŸ“Œ 66

Hegseth needs to stand trial after this as a war criminal. Between this attack and the girls' school, there's no ambiguity. He is responsible for mass murder and must be held accountable.

07.03.2026 01:32 β€” πŸ‘ 5883    πŸ” 1714    πŸ’¬ 109    πŸ“Œ 53

We can't wait to be there

06.03.2026 17:06 β€” πŸ‘ 17    πŸ” 5    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

He's putting up record job losses, driving the country into a war he can't even explain, and was credibly accused of raping a teenager in the Epstein files released yesterday - so of course it's time to try and ruin more trans people's lives

06.03.2026 14:45 β€” πŸ‘ 1035    πŸ” 312    πŸ’¬ 14    πŸ“Œ 6

I'm working on a book proposal at the moment, the core thesis of which is "Democracy fails not when lies spread, but when verified reality can no longer alter incentive structures." and we're seeing it happen in real time. Which is good for the book, but bad for democracy.

06.03.2026 14:18 β€” πŸ‘ 176    πŸ” 31    πŸ’¬ 11    πŸ“Œ 1

Even if you call out the lies it doesn't matter, because any of the institutions responsible for any sort of accountability are completely worthless, so there's no cost to lying.

06.03.2026 14:17 β€” πŸ‘ 200    πŸ” 31    πŸ’¬ 8    πŸ“Œ 3

It's really a reflection of how much the media and government has been captured by MAGA, you don't even have to lie well anymore.

06.03.2026 14:16 β€” πŸ‘ 187    πŸ” 33    πŸ’¬ 5    πŸ“Œ 0

It's really unfair to compare this to Iraq in 2003, at least then they had the decency to put some effort into their lies and deception.

06.03.2026 14:13 β€” πŸ‘ 592    πŸ” 116    πŸ’¬ 20    πŸ“Œ 9

The most authoritarian, anti-human government in my lifetime - and none of this was in their election bid. Starmer and his cronies are a lost cause, but what the fuck are the Labour party and members doing allowing this to happen on their watch?

06.03.2026 11:22 β€” πŸ‘ 9    πŸ” 3    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 0

There is nothing "fair" or "unfair" about asylum. People who are in danger deserve safety. Those who can provide it should.

05.03.2026 12:50 β€” πŸ‘ 133    πŸ” 36    πŸ’¬ 5    πŸ“Œ 0

theyre just all so fucking stupid and we were told we had to be respectful and treat their stupid fucking opinions seriously even though we knew its all bull shit and now here we are

03.03.2026 15:41 β€” πŸ‘ 4986    πŸ” 1037    πŸ’¬ 33    πŸ“Œ 37
Judith Butler Apology Form:

From: Date:

Reason for behaviour:

[ ] The media convinced me that feminism was solved in the 1980s
[ ] I never actually read their work
[ ] I miss not thinking about gender
[ ] I didn’t realize how much of society is built on gender
[ ] I was jealous of their nonbinary swag
[ ] Mercury was in retrograde

[ ] I will hereby respect JUDITH BUTLER and I will not talk down on the best feminist thinker of our lifetimes

Judith Butler Apology Form: From: Date: Reason for behaviour: [ ] The media convinced me that feminism was solved in the 1980s [ ] I never actually read their work [ ] I miss not thinking about gender [ ] I didn’t realize how much of society is built on gender [ ] I was jealous of their nonbinary swag [ ] Mercury was in retrograde [ ] I will hereby respect JUDITH BUTLER and I will not talk down on the best feminist thinker of our lifetimes

05.03.2026 14:46 β€” πŸ‘ 940    πŸ” 201    πŸ’¬ 9    πŸ“Œ 5

Educators in the UK, this is for you πŸ‘‡

05.03.2026 20:50 β€” πŸ‘ 20    πŸ” 12    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Pure godless evil.

04.03.2026 22:44 β€” πŸ‘ 6896    πŸ” 1047    πŸ’¬ 231    πŸ“Œ 39