Krystal

Also currently looking like this is going to be going on for multiple months too, so I'll need to figure things out to weather this...

This sucks.

Been talking to people at the store I work at, and I'm getting so few hours next month that I might end up needing to apply to unemployment

This is meant to be a "full-time" position I'm working at currently

Going to see if I can get more motivation to work on art this month, but it still might take some time to get into a good rhythm again

I appreciate you all being so patient with me while I navigate everything happening at the moment, I hope that when I have more to show you all will enjoy it~

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Obviously no one is obligated to donate if they can't/don't want to, but any kind of support means a lot to me, especially now

ko-fi.com/catachrome

Probably going to be plugging my Ko-Fi more moving forward while my employment situation keeps unfolding, at least until either things improve or I can find a better solution to all of this

I'm sorry for not being good enough...

I'll try and be a better artist someday, I want to be, but I just feel like I keep letting people down...

I just don't feel good about myself...

Probably going to be quiet for a while as I'm really struggling to cope with everything happening in my life rn

Any support or kind words mean a lot to me right now, even if I don't respond immediately

I'm sorry for being so all over the place, things are feeling really rough right now and I could really use some encouragement...

Just not feeling great about things right now, sorry...

Was starting to feel better about things this morning, and now suddenly found out that my hours next month are being cut significantly :)))

All of this is to say, I'm deeply sorry for the lack of anything art-related lately, whether you're waiting on something from me or simply just someone who enjoys my work

I promise more will be on the way in due time... its just been tough for me lately, and I apologize for that

I'm trying my hardest to keep pressing on and moving forward despite all of this... but I can't lie in admitting that I feel like I'm stuck, and I just don't know how to get out of this funk I'm currently in

I just feel kind of empty as of late... I just want to be able to feel better about things

There's just a lot of stuff that's been weighing me down, honestly. Not being satisfied with my job, inability to find industry work, student loan debt looming over me, financial stress, on top of EVERYTHING that's been happening in the world lately

It just feels like its all too much sometimes

I just feel so much pressure to figure things out, and while I know realistically that takes time to happen, it still feels like I'm so far behind where I should be

I know things like this aren't permanent, but I wish it felt like there was some end in sight for me to have my life more in order

I have so much I want to do, so many ideas I want to share with the world, so much I want to say

But it feels like I'm always just in a constant state of fatigue and I can't seem to shake it off, no matter how hard I try

It really sucks... and it makes me feel like I've let people down in a way

It often just feels like its too much for me to bear all on my own

I want to try and act strong and confident about things, to be able to focus more of my time on being the best version of myself that I can be

But lately it feels like I'm struggling to even be able to find any stability in my life

It's truthfully just been really difficult to wrap my head around... a *lot* of stuff happening over the past year or so, frankly

I just like I'm in a perpetual state of running on auto-pilot, having such a pervasive sense of dread and disillusion about things to where I can't even think straight

I can't help but feel bad about my art output being so wildly inconsistent for so long

Even outside of general burnout from college and now my current job, I've just been dealing with wild swings of depression that make either my motivation or confidence in my work just completely plummet

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I'm open for 3D Model commissions!

Give your silly little goobers a third dimension! Watch in horror as they struggle to comprehend to their new reality!

Inquire here:
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Its been 7 years since I realized I was trans/non-gender conforming, and have been looking to transition for a while

Been putting it off for years cause of fear and general realizations I've had with my gender identity

You all have no idea how happy I am to FINALLY be moving forward with this~

Picture of two bottles of meditation, Estrodiol and Sprionolacton Girl pills have been acquired :>

So uhhhh...

BIG things are finally happening to me~ ✨️

Fyskari Bail is so cute.. 🐦‍⬛🎣

(From The Big Catch: Tacklebox - Go Play It, It's Really Good)

YOOO HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! 🎉✨️

Goshhh that looks AMAZING!

Very much want to do shell replacements for my switch 2 joy-cons someday, I'm admittedly just too intimidated about unintentionally breaking them 😭

Shout outs to birds, those things are so awesome,,,

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BLEHHHHH, sticking my tongue out with them!!!!!

draggo karso for @redrachis.bsky.social
(was partof an art trade buti tooks super long HDVDJDBBDVSN)

YOOOO FELLOW DRAGON QUESTER!!

Dragon Quest is so awesome, I love those games so much,,,