Artemis (your resident kpop stan)

I have been grateful to have made so much progress this past few months mentally and in my life. But somehow I just feel like turning 32 tomorrow is going to be incredibly bittersweet for many reasons and I feel like I cannot truly have a "happy" birthday this year.

It's been hot minute since I've been on any kind of social media lol and all I gotta say is with my birthday being tomorrow (the 13th) I am feeling mixed feelings - mainly because in my life im not in the greatest place to be "celebrating" 1/?

side note: I have been hyperfixating on Minecraft so that's fun

pretend like I kept using bsky this entire time and not just coming back to it on a whim

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i desperately need some silent fidgets in my arsenal of fidgets because lord I am trying to keep it together LOL

I am still having a difficult time mentally, I'll be honest. It feels like the tunnel is getting darker but there's tiny holes where the light shines.

and yes, that was me trying to make a negative into a positive I suppose.

I'm just not doing well.

i have a headache and im not doing well mentally ngl

Good to know mister "peacemaker & unifier" doesn't believe in queer rights. Guess I don't exist anymore 🫠

i will forever not think of the lemon stealing whore any time lemons are in the picture

I have been extremely sad and i cant pinpoint why. Winter just needs to be done with

bluey and blue!

i hate that i can't draw people or characters LOL like I have so many ideas in this brain but not the talent to draw them

Someone leaked it and Disney is already trying to delete its existence so download, reshare and don't let it become a lost media

🏳️‍⚧️ archive.org/details/na-t... 🏳️‍⚧️

voice chat seems to be working though!

who the fuck puts the A/C on in mid November???

still gotta clean it up a bit yet and do a proper print but here, a preliminary rat king 👑

aka I can't send a message in ANY server LOL

so discord and their servers are broken atm

yeah! it was just an odd event but that's just the life of having PCOS and possibly Endometriosis :P

I guess this would be considered tmi but cw, I talk about blood.

so today I woke up needing to use the bathroom, looked and saw my sheets bloodied and was like "oh no", went to the bathroom and suddenly I saw that I am not on my period, I just passed a massive blood clot the size of my palm. :]

so feeds are basically like your own lil timeline of whatever that specific thing is. like i have a feed for cat pics and it just shows me a timeline of actual cat pics lol

only down is that you always have to click back to the following feed to get back to the "main" timeline which i forget to do

I caved and made a kpop specific account LOL so you can follow me there if you want me to gush about things @r3misracha.bsky.social

i must ask for my non-kpop pals on here...what is your opinion for seeing kpop content on your feed? or would you prefer I make a whole different account for that LOL

Explain to me why I'm being forced to clean something my mom spilled just because sh3 "asked" me.

spoiler: she didn't ask me.

me: gosh im so itchy
also me: i have lotion but somehow dont like putting it on

the cat burglar and his evil little sidekick

also I am clearly not doing well mentally. but I'll get better 💜

Someone explain to me why is it that creativity strikes me at my lowest points?

But also it checks out because I am a sucker for angst.