eliana

got a new bag

alive, sober, grateful

said yes to the dress

KIM KITSURAGI - “You need to get your shit together.”

YOU - “But I don't wanna get my shit together!”

KIM KITSURAGI - “Then the world will turn away from you, and leave you behind.”

Katharsis - 666

minor life update: i have gotten really into tapping my phone to pay for stuff

thrifted a christian dior blazer (!!!) and also looked cute in a heat wave outfit

Nazi shit. Visceral, actually existing Nazi shit. Gestapo. Secret police. Randomly inflicted terror against targeted groups in centers of opposition against an illegitimate, minority regime of masked men in brown and green uniforms. Actual, real life, nazi shit and it's home grown All American.

💡REMEMBER to text the boy you're crushing on a "happy father's day"

listening to autechre on vinyl, bisexually

i love lgbt more than lgbt loves diet coke

YouTube video by HouseRight Productions Suffocation (The Abyss) Houston Texas 12-31-97

remember to clarify to your non-metal friends what you mean when you say you're watching live suffocation videos

youtu.be/7O-yiBDz2fc

between this and your thoughts on a well known death metal band, are you anti-skullet???

IDIOT DOOM SPIRAL - Word on the street is you went around the local hostel telling people that you're a police officer and that it would be *really* fucked up if you shot yourself in the head right in front of them. That's pretty high concept, if you ask me.

music to have a normal one to

loudly listening to Swans Filth on vinyl and thinking about what i resent

"I can taste you on my lips and smell you in my clothes" (derogatory)

and during PRIDE of all times ugh

i know i'm a real bisexual woman because i'm embarrassed that i have such a big crush on a man rn

🏳️‍🌈

so good so pretty

an extremely important part of being a beautiful woman in her 30s is making sure to say "so true bestie" to your friends in their 20s

when ancient greek myths talk about the gods drinking ambrosia, they were talking about dr pepper

i am basically always doing one more of the following

a) listening to a lot of judas priest
b) listening to a lot of godflesh
c) listening to a lot of autechre
d) listening to a lot of king gizzard

currently b & d

went to da beach 😮‍💨

going to da beach

drank some extra caffeine now i'm catching up on Sentient Ruin records

friend!!

also i need to go to a pirates game w you sometime

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bees and crickets and worms and chicks and frogs and turtles :)