LostLotus

The timeline is frozen except for maybe like 1 person lol
Is everybody doing good out there? I hope so ❤️ and I hope my twitter acc is well gone now idk

Happy Pride Month 🏳️‍🌈
This world should be where everyone can love themselves and each other. There shouldn't be any case where someone gets repressed due to just being queer.
Hate is a servile way to direct problems onto 'enemies' outside. I hope for a world that everybody dreams of.

Sorry but I hate every part of him and even if we were to meet as not students/teacher I still would've hated him. Many, many parts of him irk me out.

Ong I actually have never really 'hated' a teacher because of their personality, but he just makes my gears grind in like 90% of the words he says. I wonder how he has taught students for years on with this type of teaching. Horrible.

It's hard for me to stay sane and kind when a teacher acts like he got every right to shit on a student just because they did something very minor wrong 🔥🔥🔥 /neg

So I just lose interest after a few hours of playing around with whatever I decided to do and boom... time wasted
Maybe this is why I've been feeling so unproductive or whatever you call it

I do think I lack patience which is one of the most important things in art
But like... I wanna do stuff and I want to do everything all at once and once I start stuff gets too hard for me to even begin

Do you guys ever get this feeling where you wanna do so many things and can't do any of them for various reasons
Like I wanna draw, make animations on Roblox studio, make a big ass game, start 3d modelling, write a novel, or any fucking thing
I want to create so bad I can't start anything

I have no idea why history is so hard to memorize... like just last year I think I did fine but as I get older the exams are definitely gonna get harder 😭😭
I just wanna make OC lore and draw my characters 24/7!!!!
Also no I don't hate learning I hate exams

Haven't been able to like. Really really play well because of exams coming soon 😭 after exam might start playing new games

Also i played re:x like a few months ago and it was pretty fun
The ambient music? During events was really unique and it somewhat made me feel a bit scared when it started lagging at a random time (it prolly meant a cave is below...)

Also I do n3ed to make render for choi eventually (since I got some robux I changed my avatar to choi, might play wacky games next next week just for the funsies lol)
Next week's exam for me so i dunno if i can

I love making aus for my ocs... fire 🔥🔥

Trans people deserve to live in peace.

Trans people deserve to live happy lives.

Trans people deserve to be seen and heard.

Trans people deserve equal protection under the law.

Choi - Infection Surge AU
#Lostlotus_OC

It was actually done like. Hours ago but i didn't have the time to get into bluesky

Hell yeah
I dunno if yall saw the news or not but
Korea president is finally impeached (not president anymore 🔥) yay

A heart with five stripes, blue-pink-white-pink-blue, and text reading International Transgender Day of Visibility March 31

Trans rights are human rights. No exceptions.

I have been writing. I like it so far but ehh will prolly change a few stuff and make a proper slasher concept 🔥🔥

I suddenly wanna make more oc content especially what if Choi drops into survive the night 😱

The mindset of 'so what? What're you gonna do about it?' Is SO dangerous especially if it's from narcisstic people. I swear. And transphobes/homophobes too.
They harass someone and when the person gets angry they act like the other is 'acting up'. This mindset RUINED so many people's lives

Meow #LostLotus_OC

My drawing improved so much... like seeing my old art kinda makes me go 'what?'

Ahsjdjghdjs I clicked the hashtag and. See this 😭😭 honestly I want to expand on his story more rn 😭😭 sorry henry, forgot about u

A digital drawing of a woman with bobbed black hair, with the bangs swept back. She has purple eyes. She is wearing a gray-dark compression turtleneck shirt under the black transparent hanbok (which isn't that traditional). Her pants are the same color as the turtleneck, and have two straps of white around the left leg. (in her position it is the right leg) There is a pocket on the pant's right side. (again, for her it is left) She also is wearing a white military belt with a black buckle. She is lying down on deep blue water with rippling waves and flowers are around her, floating on the water. On the right (left for her) of her, there is a white chrysanthemum flower. Under the water is a mechanical tail's sillhouette. On the top left of the drawing there is a signature of LostLotus :)

Same with the first drawing, except there is no chrysanthemum.

Drew my OC like days ago. I forgot to upload it! My bad ;-;
#LostLotus_OC

💜 Jumpscares the timeline with Impeached before we vanish for another unknown amount of time due to demotivation-

#Roblox #SolsRNG #fanart

I am so crazy multifandom... like I love Blocktales, Survive the Night, Arcane Odyssey, Colt 2 and what? Star Glitcher Revitalized
And maybe about a dozen more obscure games on Roblox

Wowie! Happy birthday 🎂🎂🎉🎉🎉

Hi guys what's up

Update: I was kinda sick (had coughing pits like. Once in five minutes) during the event and got lazy so I just gave up