bleach

oops it’s the first of the mon. here we go again

he’s 7 years older than her? no ho ho ho hoooo

sometimes when i feel down i open my pinterest to remind myself who i really am

starting this shit again

tomorrow

may 9th 2025
2:57pm
i decided to make an elaborate plan to leave my homophobic family

reading lesbian smut is low key healing my soul

oops i forgot i have this

what city

yup

no :(

not starting again per se

just kinda trying to get back on semi track first

and then proceed from there

my coworker is a little bit rude, a little bit harsh, he’s not as nice as the rest of the team - that’s how i know he always was this handsome, good looking guy

what city ?

i know for a fact that i can do anything if i feel like i don’t have any other choice

when men say they think about the Roman Empire a lot, what era do they have in mind? cause i fear that we still dream of Rome that never existed

so, do we wait for Gladiator III in the next 25 years, or has Paul Mescal finally fixed Rome for good?

watched Nosferstu at 3am in my dark room

then had the weirdest day in a recent memory

idk if those two connected

saw video of a girl asking for a car suggestions: she’s buying a new car this year and wants something girly

noice! so happy for her

but why did i watch this video with “this is fantasy” awe? i can’t imagine myself looking for a new car ever. there’s no timeline in the future where i can afford it

wow

again

i have beautiful, breath taking, mesmerising, one in a life time, SETTING for my story
🇺🇦🕯️🕸️👻🐐🥀🌘🌃⛓️🪦

but no story yet

it would be interesting to watch empire fall during our lifetime

the fact that i had to joint a wait list for Gracie Abrams tickets is so gut wrenching im weak in my knees

i cried today over her again

i thought im over it

jesus humans are so over dramatic. im feeling sorry for myself for loosing a grip on my new year resolutions and slipping back to the old ways

and today im like

its 16th of january
its been barely two full weeks of the new year

like honestly chill
and try again tomorrow

manifesting is bullshit
don’t get me wrong i want it to be true
but i wanted this job so much i was journaling about it, my friend was making wishes at 11:11 or 13:13 i did everything. and today i got a job. in another place and that first place doesn’t even return my emails

manifesting is bullshit

sorry for not replying to you texts earlier i was having bad 8 years

have you ever seen someone post exactly what you think but you get an ick seeing it on the screen bc this should’ve stayed as thoughts

Aubrey Plaza my prayers go to you

there’s is something severe comforting in watching a bad bad movie with a-list actors. like yes, big bosses make mistakes too, non of us is immune

i don’t need it perfect

i’d go mad if it was perfect

the constant pull between “am i genius or what?” and “this is the smelliest pile of garbage i’ve ever written” is so vile i need a full sick day after each line a write