cieri

I think I'm having a relapse or smth ahahaha I don't wanna take meds again 🫠 wtf i was taking meds for 1.5 years, I can't do that again agahahahaha 🫠🫠🫠

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i think my liver disease came back

Never feel bad about reposting your stuff on here because for the first year of this website we had an entirety of 20 daily posts that we all had to share and reheat like a communal soup

Having ocs is all fun and games, until you realise if you wanna see art of them, you gotta make it yourself 😮‍💨

Unsolicited writing advice, #17171617:
Don't just write. Read books. Watch films. Look at paintings and sculpture. Play games. Go to plays. Listen to music. Think about how these things make you feel.
Making art is a two-way stream. To make art, you have to consume art.

currently having a high fever and i was informed that I am having one (I didn't know😭)

so this is how a fever actually feels like because I don't feel any different??? Than usual???

so huh🫡 I really am constantly sick if that is the case...

screenshot of jknor719's tweet in reply to this post: blur comes from anti-aliasing instead of changing every 'color layer' into 'monochrome layer', you can simply turn off anti-aliasing opt on liquify tool it works in single click and any raster layers" There is also an image included showing that the setting can be found in liquify tool's "tool property" window.

OMG???? !!!

Panel 1: I may be scared of 2025. A person clenches a ruined comic in their hands with tears streaming down their cheeks. Panel 2: But 2025 should be scared of me too. Same person looks determinedly into the camera, preparing to draw anyway.

Almost lost to burnout this year. Next year I’m going in swinging

😂i know life is getting kinda overwhelming on one account if i suddenly go running to my other socials to process the information fjdjdjdjdjdkd

aight mate, it's time for me to rest because tomorrow, I'll go back to work like haha wow just 12 hours rest from 2024 😅

I still have time to refine it but I have a deadly deadline today so

Dude this is the biggest thing I have ever illustrated and I clutched it so hard to the point of throwing up

I FINISHED IT. Somewhat.

my social life is taking a hit with how i am prioritizing catching up on sleep because i am always sick😭

😭 I'm so sorry if I always reply "sorry i fell asleep" because it's the truth huhuhu my body goes 'oof babe u gotta sleep, idc what deadline you're deadlining for but u gonna sleep👍'

I actually fell asleep cjekdkdkd and I'm still not done HAHAAHAH wow I'm actually shaking right now with anxiety but HNGGH aight WE ARE SO GONNA FINISH THISSSS

🥹 sleep is the real luxury fr fr

Everytime I feel like I am stagnating, I have to remind myself that 2024 Cieri is now able to render a whole character in 15 minutes because she is an insane mf who wants to sleep (work faster)

🥹 so far, I'm trying to sleeo more (but ahuhu the cram season is really peaking right now😭, I've been rendering for 17 hours straight hdjddh)

after these last 2 illustrations due this week, I'll definitely sleep enough (haven't had an actual 8-hour sleep in months ugh)

im kinda scared for my eye because it's always in pain???

>///<

#originalcharacter #OCs #art #illustration #yueryn

Decided to revive this name again and make it exclusively for my old semi-realism painterly style that I never actually let go lol.

Also i just outed my account on main because i made a 3rd art one because i have so many styles that go from anime to realism sooooSOOOOOO

i go back to this account everytime I improve drastically in drawing speed anatomy bec it's always morally correct to draw sensual poses when you learn smth new because that's how i test my single dumb braincell if it can actually retain information

The struggle of wanting to eat art and wanting to cook art 🫠🫠🫠

AaaaaAAAAAAAA

Wish more people realised that for most art businesses, there's only one person doing all the work. Creating, shipping, admin, promotion, starting feuds with other artists, painting unflattering portraits of them into historical scenes, trying to poison them, it's all one person.

So many KHR ships that I wanna make doodles for but my last braincell is being consumed by reading fanfiction instead ahahahahah (⁠っ⁠˘̩⁠╭⁠╮⁠˘̩⁠)⁠っ