野蛮小丑

The chain is too short for Jesse to strangle anyone with it. Moreover, he feels that whether using the chain to kill himself or kill others is neither practical nor able to rescue him from the tragedy he is already caught in.

Todd says, "You may feel sorry for the disposed gloves. But, considering the potential contamination from reuse, the limited durability of the gloves, and more importantly—being possibly used as a container or evidence, I have to dispose of them."

Jesse needs an apron. He obediently turns around, and Todd helps him tie it on.
After the daily work is done, Todd takes away the disposable gloves. He instructs Pinkman that if the gloves tear in the middle of the process, he should come to him for replacements.

杰西需要围裙。他顺从地转过去，托德会帮他系上。
每天的工作完成后托德会把一次性手套收走。他要求平克曼，如果中途手套破掉的话，就去找他换新的。
托德说：“你可能会为了一次性手套感到心疼。但考虑到重复使用有潜在污染，手套耐受性有限，以及更重要的--可能被当作容器或者证据，所以我不得不处理掉它们。”
锁链很短，杰西没法用它勒死别人。而且他觉得无论是用锁链自杀或杀人，都既不可行，也没法把他从已经陷入其中的悲剧里解救出来。

(translation in the following post)

#brba #breakingbad #toddalquist #jessepinkman

自画像20241119

《分裂。失败的救助》
Splitting. The Failed Salvation.

被钉上十字架，而十字架由死去却仍然存在的自己充当
Crucified, with the cross represented by himself that is dead yet still exists.

#discoelysium #jeanvicquemare

Gangster police Harry

Rough sketch commission for @micadorada
archiveofourown.org/users/micado...

#discoelysium #harrydubois

Commission. Do not use 😊
Enjoy! 😉
#gallaghercest #gcest

Commission. Do not use 😊
#gallaghercest #gcest

Translations, hints and thoughts (10/10)
#kimkitsuragi #harrydubois #jeanvicquemare #discoelysium

Translations, hints and thoughts (8/10)
#discoelysium #jeanvicquemare #harrydubois

Translations, hints and thoughts on my recent DE fanarts (4/10)
#discoelysium #kimkitsuragi #harrydubois #jeanvicquemare

good night
#discoelysium #kimkitsuragi #harrydubois #kimharry

in your art he is always cool and calm, while full of sexual tension. how beautiful.

en: I can do better (without you)
ru: I can find someone better
cn: I'm better alone

Different emotional damage caused to Jean in different translations.

#discoelysium #jeanvicquemare

🚶🏻🐶(🐶)(🐶)
#discoelysium #kimkitsuragi

关于幻想和疼痛
#discoelysium #jeanvicquemare #harrydubois

#discoelysium #jeanvicquemare #harrydubois

#discoelysium #jeanvicquemare

#discoelysium #jeanvicquemare
Sorry, Jean

#discoelysium #harrydubois

gray is the color of burnt ashes
#discoelysium
这幅画配的文案是“gray is the color of burnt ashes”，实际操作也是拿火烧的。
但是我自己想不起来的东西就不是烧出来的，而是有淡淡的空气墙，告诉自己我不想不应该不需要努力回忆，它的边缘也是平滑模糊的，不是像烧出来的边缘这样坚硬发黑。
烧毁这部分比喻的是别的东西，比如说，作为一个人是无法看到眼睛之后的东西的——不只是眼睛之后，还有其它看不到的东西。但是就在某个时刻之后，就连仿佛弥补般的行动，也无法再形成“这部分尚可还原”的幻想了。

#discoelysium sketch

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