I don't know how much longer I can hold off not going through with it...
16.02.2026 23:20 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0@alanahnahnah.bsky.social
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I don't know how much longer I can hold off not going through with it...
16.02.2026 23:20 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Having a big heart, lots of love to give. All with no one to express it with is just torture... No one cares about me the minute I mention I'm trans or that I'm AuDHD. I genuinely hate being me...
16.02.2026 22:41 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0No one will ever care about me
28.01.2026 00:27 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0I'm tired of being jealous whenever I see literally any woman... I'm just ugly and that's how it is. I'm stuck with horrible transition results and that's how it is. I can't afford cute clothes and makeup because I'm disabled and that's just how it fucking is. It will never change, nothing ever does
28.01.2026 00:25 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0I almost regret transitioning because idk if it's worth everything that came with it...
27.01.2026 06:37 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0I wish I could die, but I lack the will to do anything
29.12.2025 23:43 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Nothing I do helps my dysphoria anymore... I don't wanna be me, it hurts too much....
29.12.2025 23:38 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0I am human repellent incarnate...
25.12.2025 19:14 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Fucking kill me already
23.12.2025 07:02 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Now to wait
21.12.2025 20:29 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Not being able to smoke weed because of getting a tooth removed fucking sucks...
17.12.2025 07:18 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0No one will ever care about me the way I care about them
09.12.2025 19:07 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0I hate being ugly...
05.12.2025 01:14 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Doctors and counselors who find out I offed myself realize I needed actual help instead of pills and pamphlets...
09.11.2025 19:24 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0On top of it all. I'm disabled and have no way of earning money on my own... Stuck with disability assistance keeps me tethered to my mom... I can't afford to be on my own and I don't trust people to be roommates. I'm living in my own hell yet everyone seems to think I'm just fine.... I hope all the
09.11.2025 19:23 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0I'll never not feel ugly, I'm hideous yet everyone says otherwise. Feels like I'm being gaslit honestly. I'm not cute or hot or anything I wish I was, I wish I felt like I was, but I'm not and never will be. No one cares about me, no one likes being around me and I'm annoying. I will always be alone
09.11.2025 19:20 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0Can you guys fix the constant crashing on Xbox Series X?
08.11.2025 19:12 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Maybe I don't deserve anything good in life...
09.09.2025 22:45 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Hope I fucking die soon...
07.08.2025 23:18 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Love this lil adorable dork :3 #cats #kitty #cute #adorable
15.07.2025 19:40 β π 7 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Had to make this as soon as I saw it π€£ #mentalhealth #AuDHD
10.06.2025 19:22 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0
I hate that no matter what, I ALWAYS feel alone. What's worse is that when I am with people, it makes me feel even more alone....
With friends, family, strangers, etc. it's all the same...
#pridemonth #pride
09.06.2025 07:08 β π 3 π 2 π¬ 0 π 0Elden Ring: Nightreign in a nutshell π€£
08.06.2025 00:33 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0I just love life rn...
07.06.2025 04:41 β π 2 π 1 π¬ 0 π 0Life fucking sucks and I'm honestly not sure if I can put up with everything and everyone much longer...
04.06.2025 11:16 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0I genuinely hate that I'm Demisexual... It's just so fucking difficult to make those deep connections. But when I do, I usually get hurt and then go back to being alone and sad all over again... If I try anything without those connections however, I dissociate...
04.06.2025 11:15 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0I always feel like no one wants me around... No matter who I'm with or where I am, it's always there, that feeling. Never goes away...
02.06.2025 23:49 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0