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@alanahnahnah.bsky.social

πŸ‡¨πŸ‡¦πŸ³οΈβ€πŸŒˆπŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈ Amateur Songwriter AuDHD, Neurospicy, She/They, Stoner, ANTIFA. Lover of TV, Movies, Gaming, Pro Wrestling πŸ‡΅πŸ‡ΈFREE PALESTINEπŸ‡΅πŸ‡Έ

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Posts by Alanah (Unhinged Thoughts Abound) (@alanahnahnah.bsky.social)

I don't know how much longer I can hold off not going through with it...

16.02.2026 23:20 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Having a big heart, lots of love to give. All with no one to express it with is just torture... No one cares about me the minute I mention I'm trans or that I'm AuDHD. I genuinely hate being me...

16.02.2026 22:41 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

No one will ever care about me

28.01.2026 00:27 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I'm tired of being jealous whenever I see literally any woman... I'm just ugly and that's how it is. I'm stuck with horrible transition results and that's how it is. I can't afford cute clothes and makeup because I'm disabled and that's just how it fucking is. It will never change, nothing ever does

28.01.2026 00:25 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I almost regret transitioning because idk if it's worth everything that came with it...

27.01.2026 06:37 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I wish I could die, but I lack the will to do anything

29.12.2025 23:43 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Nothing I do helps my dysphoria anymore... I don't wanna be me, it hurts too much....

29.12.2025 23:38 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I am human repellent incarnate...

25.12.2025 19:14 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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Fucking kill me already

23.12.2025 07:02 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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Now to wait

21.12.2025 20:29 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Not being able to smoke weed because of getting a tooth removed fucking sucks...

17.12.2025 07:18 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

No one will ever care about me the way I care about them

09.12.2025 19:07 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

I hate being ugly...

05.12.2025 01:14 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Doctors and counselors who find out I offed myself realize I needed actual help instead of pills and pamphlets...

09.11.2025 19:24 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

On top of it all. I'm disabled and have no way of earning money on my own... Stuck with disability assistance keeps me tethered to my mom... I can't afford to be on my own and I don't trust people to be roommates. I'm living in my own hell yet everyone seems to think I'm just fine.... I hope all the

09.11.2025 19:23 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

I'll never not feel ugly, I'm hideous yet everyone says otherwise. Feels like I'm being gaslit honestly. I'm not cute or hot or anything I wish I was, I wish I felt like I was, but I'm not and never will be. No one cares about me, no one likes being around me and I'm annoying. I will always be alone

09.11.2025 19:20 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Can you guys fix the constant crashing on Xbox Series X?

08.11.2025 19:12 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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Maybe I don't deserve anything good in life...

09.09.2025 22:45 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Hope I fucking die soon...

07.08.2025 23:18 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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Love this lil adorable dork :3 #cats #kitty #cute #adorable

15.07.2025 19:40 β€” πŸ‘ 7    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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Had to make this as soon as I saw it 🀣 #mentalhealth #AuDHD

10.06.2025 19:22 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I hate that no matter what, I ALWAYS feel alone. What's worse is that when I am with people, it makes me feel even more alone....
With friends, family, strangers, etc. it's all the same...

10.06.2025 03:36 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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#pridemonth #pride

09.06.2025 07:08 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 2    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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Elden Ring: Nightreign in a nutshell 🀣

08.06.2025 00:33 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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I just love life rn...

07.06.2025 04:41 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Life fucking sucks and I'm honestly not sure if I can put up with everything and everyone much longer...

04.06.2025 11:16 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I genuinely hate that I'm Demisexual... It's just so fucking difficult to make those deep connections. But when I do, I usually get hurt and then go back to being alone and sad all over again... If I try anything without those connections however, I dissociate...

04.06.2025 11:15 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

I always feel like no one wants me around... No matter who I'm with or where I am, it's always there, that feeling. Never goes away...

02.06.2025 23:49 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0