โAnd what if I was stupid in telling all my thoughts
And what if that's the reason that I'm home and I'm alone again
In a crowded room but never really saying what I wantโ
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โAnd what if I was stupid in telling all my thoughts
And what if that's the reason that I'm home and I'm alone again
In a crowded room but never really saying what I wantโ
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โWhen a whole album feels like a life story.โ
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โWhen I was a kid
I was a dreamer
My room wasn't big
My house wasn't either
But I had enough
Love to fill up a city
And all of those nights
I watched the stars
They lit up the sky
Filled up my heart
I won't let goโ
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Realising youโre a completely different person than you ever let yourself believe.
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Desperately saying:
โMaybe I canโt change the ways of world. But I wonโt wonโt let the the world change me.โ
While I turn into a complete different person.
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โSomewhereโฆ I know thereโs world that's waiting out there for you and Iโ
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โIโm chokingโฆ Iโm the words Iโve never spokenโฆโ
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โJust a lost boy in a small town.โ
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โShow me how to fight againโฆโ
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The memories they can never take
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โHow does it takeโฆโ
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"I carry today like it's already tomorrow,
I don't wanna quit,
I just wanna rest from the noise in my head."
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โThis time you best stay aliveโฆ don't majevme chase you back from the underworld!โ
07.01.2026 22:03 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0โYou may the Queen of Blueskyโฆ but I am the king of reading between the lines.โ
Grin.
โI know what you've got going on!โ
โNot buying itโฆ. Pretty sure your stash can survive even if I raid it!โ
07.01.2026 18:23 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 1โYouโre the one throwing the New Yearโs partyโฆ. You never struck my as the BYO type of hostess!โ
07.01.2026 18:08 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 1โThe Queen of #Bluesky had declared the 7th of January is New years.
So this means getting shit faced at midnight on a Wednesday is officially royally approved.
Who has the good whiskey?โ
โLook who has finally shown their face!โ
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Then I went back inside and started the morning training.
< Iโd hate to see it allโฆ stop. You knowโฆโ
Shit! I could fix thatโฆ. Maybe Tony could MC. But meโฆ I couldnโt. It wouldnโt be fair to Leah. โMaybeโฆโ I looked awayโฆ โI gotta go, I canโt leave those kids unsupervised for too long.โ
On my way back inside, I took out my phone and typed a >
< Being a little dramatic, but it had nothing on Sethโs tantrum.
โWellโฆ just so you know, you were a hell of an MC too, and the mic night isโฆ well, there are fewer peopleโฆ fewer performers.โ He paused. โThereโs not a lot of good things in the villageโฆ like your little club hereโฆ the live music. >
< You can sing!โ He smiled.
โI never said I canโtโฆ I justโฆ donโt.โ I answered flatly. Unless it was for herโฆ and the bonfire. But that oneโฆ that songโฆ that was for me. It wasnโt to gut-punch Seth; it wasnโt to defend Leah or even what Leah and I had. It was meโฆ making myself heard. And maybe >
< stepped back.
โWell, none of us is perfectโฆ right?โ I grinned.
โHeyโฆโ He seemed to relax when I backed off. โYou going to be doing the open mic in the HWH again soonโฆ I was there that night you sang, you were good.โ
โThat was just a bet I lostโฆ I donโt sing.โ I shrugged.
โI heard you, dudeโฆ >
< why that word is entirely inadequate to describe her,โ I whispered into his ear. It was well known in the village how she handled troublemakers in the bar.
He nodded and swallowed hard; his heart rate spiked. โRight, sureโฆ Sorry. That was disrespectful.โ He stammered. I patted his shoulder and >
< into the truck. Before Tadi got in, I shook his hand. โThanks so muchโฆ Iโm sure the kids will get a lot of use out of this.โ Then I pulled him in like I was about to hug a friend. โAnd next time you call Leah Clearwater a ๐๐พ๐๐ Iโll make sure she hears all about it, and she can show you exactly >
07.01.2026 00:48 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0< already there, and I talked about our new equipment and that they were going to have to help fix it up. And to wait until I showed them proper technique. Then I walked my high school acquaintances outโฆ He still hadnโt corrected me about his name, so I assumed I got it right. The others climbed >
07.01.2026 00:48 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0< just keep showing up.โ I pretended to struggle as we tilted the bench through the door and finally set it in the room weโd been using. The extra hands made it a much harder job. We placed it out of the way, with enough space on either side for the kids to move around.
A couple of the guys were >
< without a spotter,โ I explained.
โYou know the kids have posters up at the high school saying thereโs a weight lifting club in the centre on Mondays before school, right?โ He answered, and I rolled my eyes.
โWell, that explains why it started as a one-time deal with two kids, and now they >