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YouTube video by JYP Entertainment NMIXX(엔믹스) Blue Valentine Core: “SPINNIN’ ON IT” Teaser

we WILL be spinnin on it judiciously

youtu.be/KP-vjI2FnKw?...

sick of people making unwarranted, invasive comments about my appearance like they think they fucking know me!!! it costs you nothing to mind your own gd business and shut up!!!!

i mayyyyyy have destroyed my sleep schedule past the point of no return 😮‍💨😭

Even after 2 wonderful weekends in a row spending time with lovely friends, I've been feeling the overwhelming urge to retreat into my anxieties and insecurities, but I'm going to fight it as best I can. Feeling very emotional about everything lately but gotta keep moving forward

--and that energy is better spent towards strengthening yourself, your circle of friends, and the people that do choose to be around you, rather than pouring your soul out into people that were never going to like you regardless. It also helps to just Log The Fuck Off every now and then 🤭

Another part of that cost is recognizing and being okay with the fact that you are not going to be the hero in everyone's story. I realized that, actually, there are some people to whom I would prefer being the villain! Trying to get everyone to like you is a frustrating, futile effort--

It helps that when I think about it, people barely know anything about my personal life anymore; I think I've recovered decently from the oversharing I've done in the past. I still stress about people making assumptions about me, but I think this is just part of the cost of being known.

i had a bit of a reality check where it became apparent just how paranoid and neurotic i've become over the past several months lmao. i'm just relieved I realized this so I can work on it. Not really sure how, but I think my recent efforts to de-escalate my online presence has helped a little.

nope nope ok great news they popped off. how could I ever have doubted!!!!!!

body dysmorphia is going to kill me atp feels like I'll never not hate how i look 😓 i have to get stronger i guess

bad news... really bad news... i heard the snippets of the new aespa album and i was... whelmed 😭 i really hope the full songs are better..... we as society don't need an aespa dud rn im so for real

YouTube video by Official ARTMS ARTMS ‘Virtual Angel' (Human Eye Ver.) Official MV

my latest obsession... ARTMS fix me......

youtu.be/qCodzDc61oc?...

bad news they're keeping this bitch down. but it's okay because I'm about to go Evil Mode

I'm at my best when I push myself but today I overdid it 😮‍💨😮‍💨

the forces of evil are conspiring to make me sad and angry and defeatist. but you can't keep this bitch down!!!!!

YouTube video by ShadowByYoongi LE SSERAFIM 'So Cynical (Badum)' Lyrics (르세라핌 So Cynical 가사) [Color Coded_Han_Rom_Eng]

sad sad sad sad
all rise for the yearning national anthem
youtu.be/Ca8erpTwqVg?...

Oh, they're talking about me on 4ch*n again. I wonder what it could possibly be about this time 🤔🫢😇🤯

Literally who needs therapy when I have Yunjin's solo projects. They're all so raw and healing

YouTube video by LE SSERAFIM HUH YUNJIN - '해파리'

song of the day, thank you jellyfish for helping me get out the tears... 🥲

youtu.be/z0QWWB-f5HI?...

moving Breath of the Wild back off SD to sysmem. Nature is Healing

at the risk of sounding cliche as hell, the one thing that absolutely boils my blood is injustice. seeing good, honest people get ignored and fucked over, while those who have done horrible things are rewarded and celebrated.
I honestly have no healthy way to process these kinds of emotions

YouTube video by NewJeans - Topic Our Night is more beautiful than your Day (우리의 밤은 당신의 낮보다 아름답다)

With zero exaggeration, this song irreversibly altered my brain chemistry when it first came out.

(also I forgot how scary this drama is aaaa)

youtu.be/AmzIk-4Fj2s?...

YouTube video by aespa aespa 'I'm Unhappy' (Official Audio)

song of the day (don't read into the title lol)

youtu.be/v3L1XdqGnyI?...

went outs*de in a tank and shorts, and my skin is so pale it was literally glowing 😭😭

YouTube video by SabrinaCarpenterVEVO Sabrina Carpenter - Busy Woman (Official Lyric Video)

bumping this all day for absolutely no reason at all

youtu.be/3m6NBnqLc-g?...

oh i forgot to disclose at the start but this is obviously girl groups/vocalists only because i truly dgaf about boy groups rn 💀

Honorable mentions (in no specific order):
Mean Girls - KATSEYE
ICY BBY - Moonbyul
earthquake - JISOO
Praying - Seulgi
Ash - LE SSERAFIM (sorry I just couldn't resist 😭)

... It's so fun to hear the ad-libs and vocal runs when they perform live, not to mention so refreshing in an era of overproduction. It's taken a while for NMIXX to finally come into their own, but they are now here to stay.
NMIXX we get it on now!!!

... throughout NMIXX's DNA. The smooth piano chords and pounding drum track punctuate bursts of vocal explosions from each member, as the song progresses from a trot, to a gallop, to a full-on sprint to the finish line. ...

... perfectly encapsulates and demonstrates what is sorely lacking in much of today's releases. This song is raw, grandiose, and unrelentingly vulnerable in a way that is rare among the industry, without compromising any of the powerful sounds and unique composition that are intertwined ...