your inner lizard

Got jumpscared seeing Raf Chestang on The Pitt. Love that for him.

Sleepy cuddleman

two different people i work with gave me rides home this week so I only took the bus home once (and to work 3 times). Not bad overall, just extended the work talk a bit but not bad, I appreciate them driving out to the edge of town where I live.

Didn't realize how Aggressive the dark circles were today. Downright spooky.

I’m transgender, I live in Kansas, if you want to help rn donate to either the ACLU of Kansas or the ACE foundation in Wichita - the ACE foundation especially is the organization that will help people with money for groceries, rent, etc. More orgs also included in attached img

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I know it’s difficult right now, but I insist that you seek and enjoy beautiful things, even if it seems frivolous or irresponsible in the face of overwhelming horror. I want you to feed yourself artistically, spiritually, and literally, because you can’t Do The Work when you’re starving.

same

Yeah obviously this is why I thought I was straight until I was in my 20s, I hadn't experienced work stress yet.

Free water for babies, we have a customer

How are my cats supposed to know I filled their water dish if I don't call out "free water for babies!" when I do so?

Tapping the sign

trying to cobble together a commercial audio system so i can beg a group to fund it when i don't know SHIT about audio systems sure is fun!!

It's bad, lads. Usually it's just a little but it's every time I move and when I tried to walk I had to hold the walls, I couldn't even compensate for the weird balance.

Glad I finished my book because now I'm in vertigo land

Being sick does mean my cat son is here with me

Feel like absolute garbo, for some reason my mattress has been hurting my lower back, hungry but too lazy to make food

Look it could be a good book but I have to recover from the pick me not like other feminists energy of that word

Started browsing books and came across the word "STEMinist" in a book blurb and girl.... You gotta stop

(I talk as if I'm not a lifelong single person in my 30s lol. I don't have to contend with dating unless someone shows up and gets persistent)

Like every time I imagine being with a cis guy I'm like "oh, that would be exhausting" but like, if you've done the genuine thinking about it and can be open minded then we can talk. I might still say no.

us watching m/m and m/f romances and hitting charas with butch beam

I think because my own concept of gender is so nebulous (it's fake gender isn't real) that my actual sexuality can be summed up as "someone who has thought critically about their relationship with gender and thinks I'm hot".

And the pronouns are flexible

I'll genderswap your blorbo and not change a single thing except her pronouns and internal concept of gender

Maybe it's just my feral love of butch women that makes me neutral at best about most lesbian media. I'm out here stuck mentally imagining cis man characters are actually butch women and making myself crazy about it.

YEAH. Like, there are so many hero tropes that I live for in adventure stories and but WHAT IF Woman???? Or deadbeat alcoholic in a charming way?

Someday I'll make the effort to hunt down that good GL/Yuri because it's out there somewhere. I just tire so quickly of two chaste polite femmes, personally.

Every BL story I've loved I would have loved more if it was the exact same story but about women. But that's not how they make GL stories.

I mean, I even have semi nuanced takes about the state of queer media where gay male stories are allowed to be explicitly sexual in a way stories about women just aren't and I think that's partially because unequal censorship of tits on tv

LRT I was gonna say that last sentence before I even got to it while reading. There are So Many human stories that if youre not a cis (usually white) man you will never see someone who looks like you in that role