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HALLOWEEN AFTER FASTING I WAS 106 WHY WHY CANY ITNJUST STAYYYY

Mom is about to take $700 from my savings and i'm about to go drop a shit ton at cvs

Like i don't fully believe this is my true weight idk like did i really gain almost 6lbs recently

Bf randomly pulled the scale out last night to weigh himself and jokingly told me to get on it (fully clothed after we just ate mind you) and i was 112 which is upsetting

Having so much dunkin' donuts recently

Actually I don't think anyone can be healthy at any size. No matter what body weight you are at you are not healthy lol idc

This shit looks nothing like me but whatev

Like idewk the cals

Idk if it counts as a binge but i was so crampy yesterday when i was going over bfs i told him i wasn't hungry but then he made this huge ass bowl of mac n cheese and i ate like 40% of it and then had a huge glass of eggnog

Ughh my period is so irregular now so i always just have weird stains all over my underwear

Hmmm it goes over everything and i enjoyed learning about the correlation between religion and anorexia, and there's a section about Why there needs to be ed spaces on the internet for support. It came out in 2023 so everything is brand new and updated which was nice.

Oh btw you guys need to read Dead Weight by Emmeline Cline it's a series of essays about eating disorders by a girl who grew up in the peak tumblr/myproana era with legit research and stuff. It helped me learn a lot.

Yeah the elon takeover has been shit there is a lot of reactionary stuff but i am into politics so i still scroll there a lot

It's too "i don't give a hecking pupper" vibes on here lol freaks me out which is why i prefer edtwt and edsf is kinda like that too just edgy millennials. i like edtiktok bc of all the model stuff and tumblr is all fat millennials sooooo

Edtwt so much better than here lol but i don't like posting on there bc my bf uses twt so i made this acc instead

it's still there

Miss when edsf was myproana lol

Ouchie cramps

I have the most white teenage girl music taste EVER. also being in love sabotaged me so bad

I thought either sufjan stevens or bladee would be my top artist (so different LOL) but neither of them were even on there which doesn't make sense but whatev

My spotify wrapped is weird and almost inaccurate this year i don't really want to share it lol. Lana top artist though as always

I like having it at the same time though bc at least i know im not pregnant but

Been telling myself FOREVER that i want to drop below 100lbs again to see if i lose my period but ive never actually lost it even at my lw when i was like 99lbs

I love him dearly and it's not his fault but sometimes he'll be like "You pretty much just diet though, you eat a normal amount" and it KILLLSSSS me like he's trying to be reassuring but it's like the "you look so healthy" comment like no one understands

Being with my bf makes me feel like such a faker actually because i eat normally around him bc im comfortable but the confusing thing is im always around him yet my ed has been pretty bad recently. I told him and everything but istg he thinks im being dramatic bc i dont act anorexic around that man

same and i rarely have the chance to do that bc busy schedule :////

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Like last time i weighed was halloween i havent felt fully empty since SOMEOBODY SEDATE MEEEE

I actually never weigh myself because i have a rule where i can only weigh in if i FEEL empty, no food in stomach, no period bloating or regular bloating which lately is such a rare feeling for me because i always feel bloated no matter what for some reason. it kills me but the numbers fluctuate bad

Surprisingly only at 450 so far but going over bfs house so idk