Malika Moné

We are what we are. Whatever that is but you know you will always be mine. And I will always be yours.

Bah humbug

Distance is nothing compared to our bond. Time is precious but also irrelevant. Nothing can separate us from one another.

Hold me, never let me go. Need me, no matter what.

This distance I create has a fail safe, but also is a way out. Backdoor if you will. I find I must protect myself from my own desires and you. I know I’ll never escape these feelings or you, but I’m a coward.

I want you obsessed with me, unable to leave me, love me and love us.

Love me out loud. I’m not meant to be kept in the dark.

Why can’t you just stop being such an ass? If I did something to you say it. For fucks sake lol you idiot

Of the two of us, I’m suffering more than I should be. It’s my fault for keeping everything locked up. But I’m fragile and might break at any moment.

This job market is NOT for the weak 😭

You will forever be the man I love, no matter what.

My biggest regret: not telling you that I like you. That I love you. That I want you. All of you. No matter how fucked up. To me you’re more than just a friend you’re the person who makes me feel whole.

My insomnia is acting up again.

I regret not telling you I had feelings for you earlier. I regret it deeply.

Something feels…. off. Wrong almost.

It’s almost like a bad dream. The only consolation being told I’m your princess. I just want to see you soon. This waiting time is killing me.

You call me princess. I melt. Wish you were next me. Me next to you. XOXO

Praise me all the time. I want to hear you say it over and over forever and more every lifetime we have together and even after that. It heals something in me I can’t explain. But I know it’s just because it’s you.

I just want to annoy you forever. Is that okay with you?

When you come to terms with the reality, although bleak, sets your soul free and your mind at ease. But can you fully accept it? I know I can’t.

Hate. Love. There’s a very line. I guess because I hated you momentarily I really fell harder for you. It’s quite the conundrum.

There’s this thing we have. Don’t have a name for it. Whatever it is, it’s us.

I want to be clingy. I want to be selfish. When it comes to you, I want to do all the things I never dreamed of doing. You’ve always been the end for me. Even when I know I’m not the end for you. This pain I’ve carried for a decade continues. Am I wrong for how I feel? Do I tell you?

I just want you next to me all the time. But idk if you want me the same way too.

Aaaaaannnnnd the insomnia is back lol uh oh

Clingy? Maybe. Obsessed? Probably not. Unfortunately, I don’t know what to call this. But you started this. And it caught me off guard. I’m just trying sort out this knot in my heart.

Life is only fun with you
I need you, you need me too

I told you I’m scared and you said let’s just be us. That’s a hard pill to swallow when there’s more on the line than just us.

There’s just too much to say to you.

I want you.