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@be11aswan.bsky.social

she/her ^ྀི 23 ^ྀི ednos ^ྀི cgw 130

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Waiting for my program to start in June and they r saying I might have to start paying my student loans early bc I’m technically not enrolled atm 😐 what if I kms

08.04.2025 16:44 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Bad bad binge day. I’m just doomed to be fat forever. I’m so close to being back at my hw and I still can’t seem to actually starve. It used to be so easy why am I so bad at it now

04.04.2025 06:19 — 👍 4    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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April 2
weigh in: 133.8 lbs
total: 2440 😐
no pics. was doing good for most of the day and then had pizza

03.04.2025 19:59 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Poor kitty I hope he has a speedy recovery!

02.04.2025 20:02 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Canvas jumpscare

02.04.2025 19:02 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Describe your music taste in six artists

1. Pierce the veil
2. My chemical romance
3. Megan thee stallion
4. Korn
5. Deftones
6. Slipknot

02.04.2025 18:59 — 👍 4    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 1

1) any low calorie ice cream pint (halo top, nicks etc)
2) any veggie but esp cucumbers
3) zero sugar chobani yogurts
4) soup
5) the individual bags of baked lays, only 140 cals and satisfies my chip cravings

02.04.2025 18:47 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Incredibly valid

02.04.2025 18:38 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

scale dropped 2 lbs overnight. they were right about drinking water 😞

02.04.2025 18:36 — 👍 6    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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April 1
weigh in: 135.6 lbs
total: 1315. went a little over but still in a decent deficit for today so I’m counting that as a win

02.04.2025 05:18 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Rules/goals:
- twomad + one snack under 200 cals
- close all rings
- 10k steps every day
- cal max of 1200
- take pics of everything eaten

01.04.2025 16:57 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Stats
sw: 135.6 lbs
gw: 120.0 lbs

I’m seeing ptv in may and I really don’t want to be fat, but I’m being more lenient with my food rules this month bc that’s what I think made me binge so bad in march

01.04.2025 16:57 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
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April accountability 🤍

01.04.2025 16:57 — 👍 5    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Happy april bloomfies 😁 new accountability thread going up I am locking in this month ‼️

01.04.2025 15:06 — 👍 6    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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Parmesan or raspberry vinaigrette for my salad today hmmm

21.03.2025 18:18 — 👍 10    🔁 0    💬 2    📌 0

They’re cutting the trees outside my apartment and it’s so damn loud I’m gonna pull my hair out

21.03.2025 15:18 — 👍 4    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

gonna cut up all my fruit and freeze it to make smoothies this week to quell my sweet treat addiction

21.03.2025 04:32 — 👍 5    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

anorexia starts tomorrow ‼️

21.03.2025 04:29 — 👍 4    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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I’m here to undo the binge curse that has fell on edsky. You are now cleansed

17.03.2025 01:18 — 👍 113    🔁 48    💬 8    📌 0

What supplement do you take?

16.03.2025 19:43 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Why are we all binging this week did someone curse us 😞

16.03.2025 19:42 — 👍 21    🔁 1    💬 3    📌 0

ok I am dog sitting for my aunt this weekend and staying at her house so I think I’m going to attempt a 3 day liquid diet since I won’t be around my bf. I’ve never done a liquid diet before but it’s only 3 days, and I’ve been binging bad so hopefully it will help me get back on track

14.03.2025 05:03 — 👍 4    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

sry I’ve been so inactive I ate like shit the past two days and I’m embarrassed to update my accountability thread lmao

14.03.2025 02:12 — 👍 6    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
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Mini haul

12.03.2025 23:01 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Going shopping w bf and my sister and then having dinner at my moms house tonight yippee

12.03.2025 19:57 — 👍 6    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
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March 11
weigh in: 131.4 lbs
intake: 1325
didn’t omad BUT still in a deficit today, counting that as a w

12.03.2025 03:46 — 👍 4    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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omg literally me

11.03.2025 22:53 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

omg I just listened to this album all the way through the other day while cleaning, such a good album to do activities to

11.03.2025 18:26 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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going on a walk 😁 starting to feel like spring

11.03.2025 18:08 — 👍 13    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

I love the rosa and the strawberry dreams, but both are very sweet

11.03.2025 04:22 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

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