Laz 🛸

my mom: turning 30 was way harder on me than turning 40 or 50
me about to turn 29 and being exactly like my mother: oh boy!

Some arts I been working on. One day I'll do digital art again lol

arts for my bestie i did while they were visiting this weekend @catstate.bsky.social 🥰

A humanoid/anthro creature with large ears and a pale pink body. They have hair covering one eye. Their body splits apart at the nape and their skin forms ribbons around them in a helix-esque shape. The body underneath is smooth and shiny with an otherworldly marbling. They are primarily red and indigo.

Owed design work 🧬 I’m finally getting back into it and drawing doesn’t seem like a scary daunting task anymore so that’s a good sign. I think iPad is helping me… they gave me free reign so I had fun!!! - EtherArt

What is holothere?

(Screenshot of a YouTube comment) @hobog • 6mo ago Well I'm a tiger in the wungle 👍 1

Can't stop thinking about this

Trauma recovery is all about disrupting old patterns that have gotten conditioned in us over time-- & disruption is not comfortable or easy. You're not "weak" or "fearful." You're having a normal reaction to huge change, even when the change is positive.

Give yourself grace.

we finally got a win

botanical piece for @sunshinepawz.bsky.social :D
features blackberry stems + flowers!

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hi hiii!! i have botanical and reference commissions available on my ko-fi now!

im trying to build funds for my bills ^u^ i also have adopts in the shop!

see my gallery for examples!
ko-fi.com/catstate/com...

always with the bullshit when im off the shroom cart

the ptsd + did combo has not been great for my memory either. the weed doesnt help much but at least it makes it easier to be alive.

i know i dont talk about it a lot but if i talked about my grief every time it hit i would never shut up. hyde's passing + another traumatic event that happened shortly after all culminated in a PTSD diagnosis that ive been fighting with for over a year. and of course DID and me becoming host lol

Feeling like I'm growing further and further away from Hyde and it hurts. I'm not the same person I was then. I'm scared he wouldn't like the current me. Im scared people will forget what we were to each other. The more time passes the more I feel like I'm losing him

Ghost was amazing my voice is shot from screaming last night lmao it was a no phone event so no pics but I got some cute stickers from a local stationary store

streets killed me 🤓☝️

i'll be attending the ghost concert in houston this weekend as half birthday gift to myself half to celebrate hyde. we always talked about going to see ghost together. i know it's gonna be emotional but ill be with my best friend and my fiance. plus we have a pretty fun weekend planned

so virgo basically poomang.com/en/t/mycore_...

our cat nala loves looking into the refrigerator so i drew her doing that :)

幸福な眠りのありますよう #世界猫の日

I dont "NETWORK", I do not "keep a consistent schedule", I don't try to make my art "stand out" on people's feeds. I POST MY ART. And if it flops, I DON'T CARE.

farts

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