Violent daydreams back again lol

The concept of just opting out of life

Me

I’m so depressed lol

Life…is lifeing ig

Why did I have to dream about this? Just rip my heart out it’s less painful.

Getting book ideas at almost 4 am of course

#lesbian

Just a normal day for us atp

I dreamed about someone special and then a trauma I’m suppressing ruined the moment dude wth thx I guess:/

I had a horrible dream wtf was that

Feel the same way with my cousin but she’s unavailable 24/7 and lives her own life away from the things that consumed us back then :/

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Me lately

ruin me hihi

Jaw hurts again yay

Atp I’m the oracle of delphi cause wth

Of course my dad is asking me for money while he basically made me feel bad about not having achieved much in life (his abuse did that btw)

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Thorn 😭💀

And then people wonder why I can be a little evil

I love being a ketu scorpio 1h 😍 the stars really said yeah this bitch is always going to be alone and isolated lmao

I’m okay with being alone tho! Always been, always will, it’s kinda comforting but lonely lol.

I genuinely think I’m not meant to be in love in this lifetime idk even the people that have been unlucky in love still found someone at the end of the day even if it didn’t work out, but I never did.

It’s such a isolating expierence no one ever choosing you, I used to not care but ngl I think I just learned how to hide it pretty well lol

Never having had a relationship and trying to date as a lesbian is so strange cause why is everyone obsessed with their ex? How am I supposed to compete with that ?
Was I protected from this curse? 🙃💀 ARE U GUYS OK??

can't wait to be in my lesbian home welcoming my lesbian wife and be covered in lesbian kisses

the way male centered friends will choose a man over you & screw you over without a second thought lol