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me asking why as if I don't know I'm scared of needles, anxious in general, and I just had 2 scoops of coffee protein powder. the caffeine taking me out back and shooting me rn

waiting in travel clinic to find out how many vaccinations I need for japan cause im immunocompromised why am I so anxious about this bye.

him sitting building it and being like "I can't wait to cuddle up again" because I've been having to sit on the other side of the couch and then being like "I've missed you" he's literally the biggest sap

elliot buying a tall TV stand for my lil TV just so I can sit next to him on the couch because I couldn't see my screen over the arm of the couch before is actually so sweet

today I am the prince (lying on couch listening to favourite podcast sipping on a cherry tango while boyfriend builds a TV stand)

while I was listing examples of all the times I've told him and trying to help him link the thoughts together (he has mega adhd) he was still going like "you never explicitly said". any other day I'd be like this adhd mfer and laugh it off but I'm in an insane mood so he's over

I wish I could write fanfiction still

elliot picking a day when I'm extremely hormonal and my birthday is tomorrow (I'm miserable about it) to pull a "you never told me that" about something I've told him 900 times do you wanna die????

had such a nice weekend fr so nice to actually manage to be a person and do things aside from working and sleeping

POLICE????

working alone at night in a haunted house in a rough area as a scaredy cat is foul enough please leave me alone

shaking like a little mouse right now because the intruder alarm went off at work and usually it says "possible tampering detected" for a false alarm but it said "intruder confirmed" and the alarm company even called

so busy the next few days I want to just become moss though

becoming so annoying about elliot minor returning im sorry class

miss my family

no one has ever been more peaceful than her fr

sometimes I think im the gayer one in the relationship then elliot reacts to all the tiktoks I sent him so he can spam me with lovehearts

told my boss yesterday I wouldn't be attended the training she scheduled me for in my free time without asking and woke up to a message this morning telling me "you don't need to attend it was the wrong booking". girl I was sleeping when you sent that I told your ass I wasn't coming 😭

christening this account with a little rodent cat