Mar!

Okay but I can just be a pathetic little needy puppy wait that is kinda awesome

I feel like a gross piece of shit for wanting things. I hate my brain and how it makes me feel.

PLZ HELP THE LOML OUT!!!

Not going to AFC. I was going to debut Connie :,( I wish so many things weren’t happening but I get to imagine the things I’d want to do at AFC that I wouldn’t be confident enough to do fr prolly LOL. I feel so sad, small, alone, and awkward but there’s always more time I just need time to be upset

I was born to be a fidget toy!!

It's 5 pm puppy time for ur tickle torture

//Labeled for tickle kink. Null

Guhhh cute sex things <3

He rly likes his boyfriend's tits 🐾

Labelled for breastplay/nudity (convenient censorship)

TODAY!!! AHHHH! HES GONNA BE LANDING IN MY STATE TODAY! I’m actually feeling more normal than i thought I would! I think I’m getting better with my emotions!! Like yes I feel excited but not like “I feel nauseous and I’m having a literal panic attack and need to isolate” excited LOL. Ily JJ :)

No kings!! Just this thing that loves you :)

I hate how hard it is for me to feel happiness! It’s so much I can’t process it. It feels wrong to feel it and I’m scared it’ll all go away all the time. I plead with the world to let everything be okay and for me to get used to being happy.

People wanting to be in my house and me wanting to have people in my house but my chest hurts and I can’t breathe right now bc of the yelling. It’s so. Much.

Goofy goober being made 🤯

I’m so excited about this and feeling good about finals but I got stressors and pain in my life that is making me so anxious still. We’re gonna get through it all somehow <3

USUSUSHSUSYSYSYSSUSYDYDUSUSUSUSUSUSUSU MEMEMEMEWOEOWMWEOWMEELWOEOEO

@mariusdraws.bsky.social adoration art for my lovey bunny <3 mecto amore <3

So close to being free from this semester and free to go crazy go stupid this summer 😩😎😼‼️ I wanna be a freak I wanna have funnn and be myself!!!

BASED ASF IMAGINE AWW

Alcohol that made me want kisses today >__<

Looking up LVFC on here and Twitter and Instagram till I have seen every single post (😭)

There is so much shame and secrecy around certain things and, bc of autism perhaps, I don’t understand why. I feel curiosity is a large part of who I am in some aspects of my life.

How to trust my gut when I have so many feelings that feel so true that are the opposites of each other? How many of my thoughts and feelings are mine vs the people who surround me?

What.. the fuck have I ever designed a building before lmao idk. Idk man.

HERRRRRRRR 🗣️🗣️🗣️
💜 👾 😈💟🩸 🔥‼️❤️ 🌋🤍🌩️🥚

😒❤️‍🔥🙄😏 Listening to cool rap music

(and realizing I can draw Marius more like a numbat 🤯 without reference 🤯)

Resting little cat things <3 @aardvarkerr.bsky.social

Senior port more

Me and Mackenzie from Bluey. Just realized that maybe my ex really fucked with my head to the point that some of my anxious and self destructive thoughts right now may be me putting things onto myself to try to process what happened through a subconscious “pretend” like Mackenzie in “Space”

TDOV just making me feel super anxious :/ I’m so scared of being myself and I’m so scared of never being able to be myself