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we are near constantly dissociated but it definitely is worse when there's not certainty in which part is in front/multiple may be influencing each other due to stressors.

i have not known who is fronting for weeks at this point and that's okay for when i'm working or doing mundane tasks but boy does it make it hard to have meaningful connections with my friends who are triggering me in ways i don't understand.

as someone with DID too, this show was genuinely one of the best portrayals of the disorder that i've seen televised. not fail-proof (no television really ever is about medical things), but pretty real and good without sensationalizing aspects of it.

forgot this app existed… hello bluesky! i am becoming nocturnal as of late

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tonight will be the first night i try to get to bed before 3:30am in a while. i got this. goodnight bluesky!

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i am watching a stupid movie. god. sigh.

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it is sad to see how things change for me emotionally and physically as time moves. but i am doing my best! i know the others that make up me are also doing my best. i got this.

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watching movies is so cool when it's both of us and we like entirely separate movies.

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it's always odd to look back at simplyplural and see that at some point i'd switched for like... 25 minutes. most switches are at least 1-2 hours for me so i'm curious if it was an entry error or just a weird day. need to log more details tbh.

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while i might sign off posts with emojis, there will not be a guide or list of these meaning wise! if you know, you know! if i get to know you, you might get told :) who knows! safety is cool though.

also NO triggers will be shared, nor should you be sharing yours!! stay safe!

hi! i'm forestry, i'm 19 and a person with DID who has been diagnosed for a while :) not super open about it nor will i share names of alters/info unless we are close enough for it to matter 🙂‍↕️

as a system, i use i/me language, as i don't view "us" as separate beings, moreso as parts of one.

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