court's yap corner

she's almost done

note to me don't let me forget to draw a stupid thing with tress forcing T'Mava to watch bizarre brain rot videos while waiting for udessa to get ready for bed and T'Mava being like what in the hell r u showing me n tress is like "[bizarre ass video title]" n T'Mava calls for udessa and asks if +

oh to make a comic about the day or week in the life of t'mava, Chief science officer and second officer of the uss concinnity. framed as a "how does she do it" type thing

KISSING!!!!!!!!!!!

banging fists on table wailing rolling around on floor. i want to write about tmava and udessa I want to write them KISSING and being in LOVE and shenanigans. i want to write domestic fluff and family things w tress (+ by extension ketan). i want to write crack shitposty things. BUT MAINLY MAV N DES

the best of me, I'd probably be sad, miserable, and lonely."
Ketan did know, and he was just as jealous of their ever-so imperfectly-perfect relationship.

y'know

dif scenario similar topic tmava trying to get ketan to go talk to a guy n something something "I literally had to be bullied by Kenyi to quit being a coward and go talk to Udessa. Now, if you didn't know, I have an awesome partner of many years who I love and adore. If I let my doubts get

*ket's

tress is with mav and let's parents. i could write a fic about this. a la "The Smiling Friends Go to Brazil" style where they talk about a really specific topic for a while

tmava ketan udessa blunt rotation. My god

anyway i should really make ketan a crush/boyfriend so he can live out his slice of life anime protagonist life he is destined for 😔

is it, ketan gives her a title of something recent that isn't incriminating. brief silence passes. tmava asks about any recent hobbies he's enjoyed or if he's taken up any new ones. ketan was correct. he immediately shuts her down with a firm "no." tmava promptly begins whining like "c'mon, whyyy!!"

shitpost comic idea with ketan and kiddo tress coloring together because one or the other was able to visit and tmava is sitting nonchalant with them on a padd and she's like "read any good books lately?" and ketan is immediately suspicious but answers yes with nothing more. tmava prods about what +

tmava has attempted to get ketan on space tinder approximately 32 times. it hasn't worked yet but she is hopeful, perhaps as hopelessly as ketan is hopelessly romantic

I MISS MY OCS

sorry not trying to crash out on socials but i am. idk

this feels like so much work and like i am not going to have time and i just wish i could be in a normal major at a normal university but i can't afford a normal university and im not good at or passionate about anything and i just want to go home and be with my family and do nothing

bro i'm genuinely so stressed and scared i feel like i cannot do this and that i'm doing the wrong thing

CAMEMBERTTTTT

NO it's not just Romulan flavored tpur,...........

romulan oc idea again. tall androgynous enby. that's it that's all i got

💛 ily 🥺

ik im not built wrong but like that's what it's been feeling like

yes I'll always have friends but I wont necessarily have a person close like that because everyone else will be putting their energy into their significant others and my parents who I am closest to. well. gestures. maybe this isn't true idk but that's what feels true currently

the impending reality of loneliness being aroace has been very present these last few days

exploding the loud boys outside my dorm with my autism powers (BE QUIET)

idk I think this is all made 17x worse by the fact this is the week I start having PMDD symptoms

🫂 🫂 🫂 Just time I think 😔 and the scheduled session with my therapist will probably help some, but that's in a week, so until then I'm trying to do my own damage control :(

THIS IS AWFUL

what if i simply dropped out and kept my money 🤷 and then i'd regret wasting more time and not going to school i am always regretting everything. ok done venting going to watch a video or something until i need to leave in a few minutes